unhappy..

Feel so pressure from work.. Clemence call up and ask me join her and her friends to Miri tomorrow.. *sigh* I wish I can confirm right away.. but it maybe hard.. I might have to work, not sure whether I'm allow not to work.. Really tiring having this kind of Job.. Even though not much work but I feel pressure.. Pressure being not happy working in this company anymore.. People around me can be happy.. How did they do it?

*sigh* Donno when will I be granted a Job I love to do.. Actually I kind of have no idea which path of career I wanted to be in.. lame huh.. That what make me feel pressure too.. *so sienz*

Patterson away for NS..

I have been home the whole day today.. feel so bored.. I miss my brother.. One of my twin brother, Patterson has already gone off for National service in Sarawak.. *sigh* Home doesn't feel rite without him.. He gonna be at the training for 3month.. I really miss him.. I hope he take care well of himself.. Meet new friends.. Had a good experience being away from home.. and call back home whenever he get to have his phone.. I know my mum really misses him.. Well in fact, the whole family miss him.. hehe..

My friends beside me have found their partner.. Where's mine huh.. hehe.. It's hard whenever I want to look for someone to accompany me.. I guess I'm fated to be always alone.. But I don't wanna be alone.. oh God.. When will my happiness appear?

Happy wedding..

On the 1/6/2007 I was at Bintulu, Sarawak attending my cousin Thomas wedding.. I was there that day as their bridesmaid.. It was my first time being a bridesmaid and I donno there is alot of rules.. I had fun but quite troublesome lo.. It feels better being one of the audience.. Below are the pics of my baby.. From the before look till the after look pic.. Violet are nice.. The decoration isn't anything grand but still it look beautiful.. it's my car after all ;) I wish them both happy always with a blessed life.. God bless them.. *hurray* so.. I shall blog more again when I'm free..