What to blog about?

I don't know what to blog about.. All I can say is I'm extremly tired.. It's 2am now.. I still don't feel like sleeping.. Mother's Day is this sunday.. which is just around the corner and I haven't decide where to eat.. No idea which restaurant to go or what to eat.. I'm so blur.. I couln't decide..

I finally get my work pass chop and my IC done on Wednesday.. Luckily boss help me to arrange the office girls incharge to do quick quick.. If not sure I donno when they will do it and sure scold me if I keep on asking them..


At the Immigartion waiting for my passport to make IC..

The malays working for the government get to have lunch for one and a half hour le.. So damn lucky and free.. Another stupid thing is that my pic in my IC is very ugly.. My face looks very round.. I hope it's not that bad.. hehe..

The other day I took pictures of Caesar working hard but have no energry to carry things..

Finally, I has able to see caesar help to do hard work..


Then he heard Ronaldo the tough guy calls him.. Caesar turn and look..


Ronaldo then said, "you hold hammer also no energry how to finish this work.. come I show you
.. Bang bang bang.. like this ba.. " Caeser is so weak..

Well, it's late.. Im gonna Sleep now.. nitezz..

Lady's sense

I was just trying to add Nicole a testimonial but it says ERROR! What the heck.. Even her comment in her blog is bullying me.. Coz I was again trying to add comment onto to her entry but ended but error too.. So my dear Nicole do let me know whether you get to receive both of it..

This few days I was thinking to go straighten my hair as soon as possible and get my hair colour done too.. I guess I will do it next month or in July.. But who knows I will get it done this month.. Hehe.. I donno which to saloon to go for.. Hmm.. Decision again.. Thinking again.. Haiz.. Never ending decision in our everyday life..

I wasn't feeling well this morning.. Since last night I had this terrible headache, bloody hell it was bought towards today.. Luckily, I fell better before lunch.. My mummy paste the medicine plaster onto my neck, which really makes me feel better.. Supposed to accompany my mum for breakfast this morning, too bad my head was pumping like hell.. By the way I got a call from Thomas all the way from Australia the other day.. He sound good.. He is totally into his books coz he say UNI is very very difficult.. He should try to have fun there at his current age.. and also last night I went out lim teh with QS Lee.. I tend to find his attitude strange since last friday.. Donno.. I tend to sense that he is starting to like me and care about me and duh.. what am I talking about?? aduh.. Forget what I have just said.. hehe.. I'm tired so Im off to bed now.. Gudnite..

Peaceful Sunday

Today is a peaceful Sunday.. I was able to get myself out of bed for Church this morning.. In the afternoon, not much work in the office so I went home early.. I get a compliment today, saying I look sexy today.. Haha.. Went out accompany my mum to buy some stuffs.. Then back home I spend my night with the TV.. Hehe..

Alvin organized a gathering for us IBS 6,7 and 8.. But I guess most people will show up from IBS 7.. He.. The date will be on 24 of June.. Which is next month..I had confirm with him that I will be going.. So that mean this month I won't be going to Miri.. As I have plan to go on the 20/5 coz its Miri City Day.. Now don't feel like going anymore.. So I just wait until next month for the gathering.. Nicole, you should be confirm going too rite? Hehe..

After reading one of the entry by Kennysia, regarding the car on FORD.. Damn, make me fall in Love with SUV type of car now.. How I wish I can purchase one SUV but stupid expensive man.. Especially the latest RAV 4 from Toyota.. Beautiful, it's price is also beautiful.. Cannot afford such big car.. I'm now still doing survey on cars.. Still not sure which model I would like and is affordable.. Too many models which make me blur blur.. HEhe.. Not like being in Malaysia, coz all you get to consider is Proton and Perodua.. Alright.. I will be ending here coz I got to get back to my TV hehe.. ciaozzzz..

Pictures

Thanks to Nicole for reminding me about upload pics onto my Blog.. I totally forget about it.. Hehe.. So Im here to show pics.. HEhe.. I juz random upload.. I know it looks bad.. Nevermind I sure will be good at it soon.. Practice makes perfect ba..



This is ,my desk.. This machines are used to cut Stickers..
This machine below is use to print posters, banners, so on and on.. Very useful..

This is the laminating machine..for posters and so on again..

My Ex colleagues say I seem to be fat.. what do you think? Shit man.. I really damn need to diet..

Possibility of ME being transfer

Haha.. I read partners to parents on Nicole's comment the other day.. Terrible me.. Maybe I got excited for her and read it as Parent.. HAha.. She did call me today.. good to talk to her.. I complain to her that Im being stress with work which make me eat alot now.. that mean Im gaining weight.. I had dinner at pizza hut just now.. haizz.. Well people, I have got some news.. Which is I heard big possibility that I will be transfer to be the assistant of the HEADS downstairs.. Ohh.. I donno how to express my feelings.. no feeling actually.. Hehe.. I just hope it will be a good thing if Im really being transfer.. that shows that Siao ming like me helping him instead of Amy.. is that an advantage for me? huh?? hehe.. I seem to be worrying and think too much lately.. Work, Car, Love.. HEhe.. Humans, always bring worries and problem to think about..

What is my purpose of living huh? What am I gonna be like in the future? What kind of work I will want and like? Im like turning 21 this year but I still have no idea what kind of work I like to do.. I like my current job but slowly I realise its not what I truly like doing too.. Im wandering around too.. Still searching.. but then I really hope to work as HR but too a pity that most company in Brunei don't hire foreigner doing HR.. Then just now being a Photograher appear in my mind.. I like taking pictures but this course is damn expensive.. If my parent can effort I won't be studying business.. I guess I like being a freelancer.. Hope in the coming future I coem to my sense on what I want to persuade at.. GUdnite..

Speechless

I was surprised to receive Ah how's email just now.. I just finish reading and now I donno how to react to it.. I told Jeffrey the SPA one about it.. And he sound extremly angry at the guy.. HE say this kind of guy tend to use email is consider a loser and I dont have to bother to think about him.. Haha.. I know he care about me.. HE say he doesnt want me to get hurt again so he is angry at the guy.. Jeff say 'Like you say dont have the guts to say??' I donno what is my feelings right now.. Honestly to say, I wanted to cry just now while reading his mail.. what does it mean? Im touch? or Im scare Im gonna hurt him? or Im happy? all I know is his email sound hopes and it scare me to disapoint him..

A guy being naive

First thing on my mind when I woke up today is why he leave me just like that.. Spoiled my day.. While driving to work, my eyes are inblur version.. I had tears in my eyes.. I cannot control my emotion.. If I know a way to freeze my heart and mind, then that will be so great.. I know I'm feeling this way is because of loneliness.. Maybe I want to be in love.. Yea.. Should be.. haizz.. I have been praying to GOD.. And Im scare that I won't meet a good man.. I think and worry too much huh.. Well, cant blame me as I have no one I can trust to share my feelings with now in BRunei.. Am I ready to accept a new relationship? I hope so..

My new colleague I mentioned is my boss aka Uncle's nephew.. Should be his dad and my boss are cousin.. Aduh.. He is the eldest but he don't act or look like one.. He is so damn childish.. And he likes to complain as he never work before.. This is his first job.. What makes me laugh is he is way he being naive as he thinks by just having a degree can get him high salary without working hard for it.. What the heck is he thinking?? Haha.. Well Im so damn sleepy.. I had enough hours of sleep but I still feel tired.. Nowadays I always tend to fall asleep while doing my work.. Aduh.. I hope no one notice me being sleepy.. HEhe.. Off to bed.. Gudnite..

All By Myself

I feel quite lonely today.. I have been feeling this way since evening just now..Plus my misery.. now I came online and saw something which still hurt me eventhough it's none of my business.. Kong say he love her forever.. My heart still bleed in pain.. No one will understand..

Today I feel lonely, I miss love.. I miss being love by someone.. I miss the sweetness and happiness.. I miss having someone I love to care about me.. I miss hugging the one I love.. I miss being in a relationship.. I miss but at the same time I'm feeling scare too.. Scare of being disappointed and hurt by someone again.. But I really feel lonely.. People say not to wait eargerly for love as it won't come to you.. I know about this myth.. So im not expecting anything.. God bless me..

A new guy

I have a new collegue today.. A guy, who is one year younger than me, this year is his second year at CURTIN.. The main point is that he came to work for temporary only.. becoz he is trying to hide in Brunei for a few months.. He got beaten by bad guys.. Well, he offended one of the boss of gangster at Miri.. Girls problem.. the galfren of the boss like my collegue and the gal lie to him that she is single and they became couples then like that lo get beaten.. pity him.. Surprise is that the person who beat him was KOng's fren.. I seen him before.. He was ask by their boss to call this collegue of mine and brought a gang of people to block his car and beat him up.. he is hideing at our company coz his dad work at the same company too.. Hehe.. see what he do la.. now need to hide and stop 1 semester for awhile.. Shouldn't pity him huh.. duh~

Last saturday, Nicole came to Brunei and we have a great dinner.. Jita, Nicole and me went to eat stembot.. coz $9.90 per person.. Th food is okok not that perfect and not that bad.. Hehe.. Make me remember my stembot dinner with charng lieh them.. I remembered that time I was still with NIcholas.. Haha.. Im so damn sleepy here.. Tonight's rain is quite heavy.. So I go sleep.. gudnite..

Hmm.. vacation

I received a shocking mail today.. Not that very shocking.. Haha.. Jennifer and Sheau Tze ask wanna go vacation together or not.. Aduh.. nicole also asked.. All of them say cheap fare at Airasia.. but I dont see what is so cheap about it.. Haha.. but the phuket trip caught my attension.. Hehe.. It's a good idea to go on a trip but I have a problem.. i just started working in this new company.. Donno will my leave be approve or not if I apply for it.. Sure they will have bad impression on me.. Hmm..

Last sunday I did went to Limbang to find Nicole.. Eventhough it's a short trip but I had fun with her.. As I miss seeing her and I wanna get out from Brunei once in awhile.. Just like everyone else wanna get out from their hometown to get some fresh air.. Hehe.. I will be heading back to office again later.. duh.. Boss wanna have meeting with us.. No idea what the meeting is about as it involve us the low class staff(which normally the boss meeting doesn't involed us).. Hehe.. Maybe I did some mistake or me and my collegue Amy done so many trouble problem? haiz.. I hope It's not gonna be serious as I think.. Well.. got to get ready to go now.. Ciaoz..

Slow..

I have been sitting in front of my computer for hours.. Editing some pictures which I wanna upload onto my friendster profile but friendster seem to be moving damn slow.. Its the friendster problem or my so call ESPEED problem? (ESPEED internet connection here).. I hate this problem of slow uploading pictures.. and other than slow I have already compress my files to the minimum size I can fit but still friendster failed to convert my tiny pictures.. tulan already..

I need to wake up early tomorrow coz I'm going to Limbang with my mummy.. Hehe.. Go have fun and to see my lovely Nicole.. The main point is to see Nicole actually.. Haha.. (don vomit ya) She better wake up early too coz Im gonna pick her up for breakfast.. Hehe.. I will be back Brunei by noon.. Got to work tomorrow afternoon.. Overtime again.. *stress man* I don't have the choice to say no to overtime coz it's an order.. Working in a big company is not such a great thingy u know.. the more the people the harder to cope with the colleagues.. We cannot be so naive in a big company coz you will tend to get bully.. Cannot think as everyone is friendly coz you never know when they will backstab you from the back..

I asked my friend ah How to help me buy extension wire from Miri as it's cheaper.. and also since he is coming down to Brunei today.. He came over and we went for a drink.. I ask him how much, he say he got it for FREE.. He was a friend working in the electrical store, his friend gave it to him.. So I got myself a free stuff.. How nice.. Hehe.. Other then giving me the wire, he bring me a gift which he bought from KL.. He just came back from Kuala Lumpur a few days ago.. He gave me cute little four piggy in a big bottle.. So pretty..

I went for facial yesterday.. Quite good the skill of the lady boss.. Sad thing is a spend a bomb there.. All the sudden I ended up buying face cleanser and got myself a package of 6 facial with free one eye mask.. Terrible cost me B$228.. Luckily I can pay by deposit 1st.. Im so out of my mind Huh.. So my next facial wash will it next month.. Well It's late and Im so tired.. Need my beauty sleep.. Gudnight..

Blessing..

Yesterday was a new year day celebrated by the Thailand people.. My guys collegues warn me about them splashing water.. luckily don't have that serious.. In the morning, I was ask to stop to put powder on my plam.. while for the guys it's on thier face.. Hehe.. After work, I was so damn worried about the water thingy.. When I get out from the office, one of them is waiting outside with a bucket of water.. luckily he ask me and only pour on my shoulder.. It's good that they tend to ask for permission.. they are polite and respectful to people.. I guess the powder and the water thingy are just ways for blessing I guess.. Hehe..

I need to celebrate too.. why? Coz I have got my internet connection installed.. Im so happy.. Now I can get in touch with the online stuff.. hehe.. The telekom staff came to install today (13.4.06).. I was suppose to work late tonight, but my ahead seem to get scolded from boss and appear to be in a bad mood.. So I quickly get home to prevent myself from being scolded by my head of department..

Miracle happens this evening.. I was online and kOng came to chat with me.. He also ask some questions regarding if his Cds are with me.. Luckily we chat like friends.. quite strange.. Coz I had a dream about him last night and today at work I was thinking about it.. who knows, coincidence he online and chat with me.. I even joke with him that I was informed that he has a new galfren and I ask him to get marry fast coz he is getting old.. Haha.. he went speachless and just laugh.. Hmm.. I'm healing soon.. wish me luck.. Well, it's late so I got to go to bed.. Goodnight..

I so love this picture edit by Nicole..

I look Great.. I feel great..

I met up with my old school mate for gathering last nite.. Even saw friends who I haven seen for 2 years plus.. hadi and Faiz.. both of them I so playful b4 and now they are doing good with good career.. So happy for them.. Everyone say I look great and pretty.. Im over the moon.. hehe.. I miss those times.. Just like now I miss my times at Miri..

Nowadays not much OT but my supervisor want me to learn more by two weeks.. he want to test me.. stress.. When I go back home all I think about is sleep.. but luckily I dont spend all my time sleeping.. hehe.. I still drag myself out to meet up with friends.. been out lim teh with choon, Joseph, jita.. I even had Japanese dinner with Jita last week.. Fantastic food..

I sold my MAStar DVD player and recently bought a new one.. ICHIBAN DVD.. hehe.. Not bad lo.. I quite like it.. I have already register my internet line.. but still need to wait for a week or so for the ppl to come install.. *sigh* y cant the government do things fast huh? Things happened but I have no words to describe.. I donno how to express myself at the moment.. feel like daydreaming rite now.. Miss alot of things out there.. Going out again tonite.. hehe.. I miss catching up on Kennysia everyday.. huuu you nicole 'mei lo' have so many free time editing your frenster pink pink.. hehe.. when u get into pink pink again huh? haha.. I forgot u went off to Miri.. tout will see u online.. disappointed.. hehe.. bet u hav a blast there.. Don forget u owe me a dinner ya.. you lost our bet.. hehe..

Eyebags

My eyebags are appearing.. Need to rush banners for the launching of TelBru (JTB).. Big ceremony.. hehe.. But before I went back working tonite.. I went shopping.. I had a gud dinner and went shopping at body shop.. and got myself a member card at the body shop.. I'm happy.. But money fly.. haha..

I received my first salary at Cityneon (my new work place).. So nervous and happy.. hehe.. I have decided (through head breaking thinking) to drop my Degree at the moment.. The reason? I really have no time to look at my books.. All I want is to sleep.. I need a good sleep badly.. My dear mummy say it's better for me to concentrate on work first.. When my time are stable in the future I still have the time for Degree.. Maybe I dont even need Degree by that time.. hehe.. My mum is right too.. Since I'm not working as what field I have study so having a Diploma is enough.. Im not doing stuff about printing and graphic.. NO connection with what I's gonna study.. So it's better to think twice before throwing all the money for Degree into the sea.. Get my piont? So my conclusion learn this new work.. and I think I have found what I like doing.. hehe..

The work place have alot of guys.. Mostly foreigner workers.. Few chinese.. Quite funny those chinese guys.. One of them keep on asking for number.. another one keep on asking my collegue question about me.. Another one like to ask my HEAD about me.. haha.. My collegue likes to show off about herself.. I never tell her that Boss is my Uncle.. Mummy's fren.. haha.. I just listen.. Gossip.. hehe.. I'm blogging from the Cyber cafe.. Hope I get my internet connection soon.. Ciaozz..

OT

wa... I miss blogging.. Im in the office now.. Tonight having OT again.. Im now working for the new company.. Ever since I start working on the third or fourth day I start working Overtime already.. It's like almost everyday.. Luckily I get paid if not I won't work so hard.. Haha.. Got to go back to work so can go home early.. blog again.. take care all..

Bye Garnet

Today I received my last Salary from this current Company Im working with.. Hmm.. can buy that bag I had my eyes on.. haha.. My last today as a part of family here.. Gonna miss the place and the people here.. New challenges here I come..

I will be off to Miri later.. Now need to rush back home to do packing.. Yea.. My mummy not angry at me.. Im going for all the medical check up alone.. Big gal lo~So.. Blog again.. Ciaozzz..

What can I do?

Tonight I will be having dinner at my Boss house.. my ladyboss said treat it as a farewell dinner for me.. So tonight delicious food to eat again.. Some decision is bothering me right now.. The decision of going to Miri or not.. I need to go for medical check up at Miri too.. But I dont feel like staying in miri for few days la.. Not comfortable sleeping overnight there.. Im kinda frust that I don have enough time.. I have many things to do and places to go.. If only time can be more for me to use.. But Just like they say.. Time waits for no one..

I really want to go down and have fun.. seeing my Da Jie and her baby.. but then my fellow frenz all pair up to go to some LB seminar which if I follow them I have to spend $50 to get in.. I'm not interested sure wont happy spending that amount la.. If you tell me $50 juz to take some bloody picture or watever.. I sure will be happy to spend.. What you expect me to do then, while waiting for this bunch of LB suppoter? duh~~ so lame my question..

My mummy wanna accompany me to my medical check up.. and I have a feeling that I wanted her to be with me during my check up.. My dad say he is busy so cant drive me to Miri for check up.. so only left my mum.. My mum sure will be disappoint by my dad again.. duh.. so sienzzz.. I was thinking if I dont go Miri on saturday then me and my mum will drive by ourselves to Miri either on Monday or Tuesday.. A Mother and Daughter trip.. I know she will be happy.. I want her to be happy.. But can she understand her daughter wanna be happy too? T_T

Lazy bum of the G

Im boiling now.. no mater how cold the aircon is right now, jus WONT cool me down.. Stupid Government.. Early morning I get pissed off by thier working style.. You tell me la.. What kind of company need Briefing from 8.15am untill 11.30am? they don just stop here.. They will be continued closed untill 1.30pm.. &&*%%^$#$%&^* what the heck.. I just wanna make payment and I rushed all the way there and they tell me Sorry we are closed.. Im so pissed off.. You better dont offend me again you.. F***

Will I have a cute doggie?

All I do today is clear and file all my paper work and document.. and not to forget eat eat.. I'm suppose to plan to go to Batu Niah this week to visit my 'Da Jie' (big sister who used to be my roommate, eat mate, chat mate, so on).. But cancel.. becoz Alice and charng lieh not going back this week and they are busy.. too bad.. I was looking forward to it.. I wont have the time to visit them anymore as the new company Im working for don't work half day on saturday.. So I will be busier..

Make me pissed off this frenster.. I wanna upload my picture but CANT!! Error keep on showing out.. duh.. izzit coz my picture size not small enough? tulan.. tonight need to compress again.. My collegue Peter ask me today at what age I plan to get marry.. He ask whether I have a fix age which I must get marry at.. hehe.. I never really think of it seriously.. Hmm.. All I know now is to find a guy who love me and marry thingy too early for me..

When I was young I really wanted to have a Dog as my pet.. Always dream of it.. I love dog.. But at the same time scare of dog.. Scare it bite me.. hehe.. Maybe in the future I will get a doggie of my own.. If I'm not lazy la.. haha.. you know.. need alot of time to spend on taking care of it too.. I wanna name my dog snowy or babe or ?? hehe.. I want cute doggie.. I wanna hug hug it.. haha.. Pathetic me.. start day dream already..