Sunlight is Painful by Standing Egg feat Han So Hyeon

"The sun hurts, the road that I walked with you hurts,
The song that grazed my ears hurts,
Unknowingly, my tears keep flowing while I was walking.

If I had loved you more,
If I had opened up my heart first,
Would we be different now?
If you are still alone,
If you would allow me,
Can we still love each other like last time?

My heart hurts, the time I spent with you, it hurts
The days without you hurts,
The more I love you the more it hurts,
I’ll will always remember that(end)
If I had loved you as much as I love you now,
would we be different now?
If I were to call you now and say that I miss you, can we still love each other like last time?

It hurts that you’re far away from my eyes,
It’s always on my mind.
Even if you let go of your heart as time passes,
I will keep running back to your love.

The wind hurts,
The sea that we watched together hurts,
The waves that look like you, it hurts,
The more I love you the more it hurts,
It washes over endlessly."

햇살이 아파 with 한소현 (of 3rd coast)

Lean On Me

Been advice that it's heartbeat as the sign.. could it be real..

LN Opportunity came, tired looking at the person right infront for the sign.. but there isn't.. could it be the shyness..

Trying to search deep down again if its real.. could it be me being confuse..

Earlier when mention about it, I couldn't say it nor share out.. then I felt the heartbeat after it.. Could it be the cause of being nervous..

and I continue to wonder..

*****
Recently watch WGM Woo Young & Park Se Young couple and came across this nice song 'Lean On Me' by Standing Egg feat Park Se Young.. 

Then I went on YouTube to try listening to more of Standing Egg's songs.. I like it! My kind of style.. haha.. Standing Egg, very interesting name.. I like his voice.. :)

Come Back Safely MH370

News on MH370 is still going on every minute, every hour since the day it went missing..

On my way home from work earlier, the press conference at KL was broadcast on air through the radio.. All the reporters were firing questions to the authorities without pausing.. The authorities answered that nothing can be explain nor conclude still and they are getting help from alot of countries with top technician.. I felt so disappointed listening to it.. All the sudden I cried as its really heartbreaking knowing how worry every passenger's families and friends are in..

All everyone can do now is offering their prayers.. I hope anything on MH370 will appear the soonest.. No matter good or bad news, so that everyone will have an answer.. God Bless..

After knowing the future, you can change to be a better person

**Today is the fourth day that Malaysia airline flight MH370 went missing and everyone is praying for it return. Also today marked the third year since the worst tsunami hit Japan. Praying for everyone to be living safe and well.**

Just finished watching a Korean drama called Marry Him If You Dare aka Mi Rae's Choice. The story is about Mi Rae from the future took the time machine and travel back to prevent her 32 years old from meeting & marrying her future husband, Kim Shin.

The young Mi Rae was told by the future Mi Rae to avoid her first meeting location with Kim Shin and it was successful. Park Se Joo who was suppose to be with Seo Yoo Kyung in the future ended up falling in love with Mi Rae instead. Fate is amazing, Mi Rae still ended up meeting Kim Shin and they both fell for each other. but because the future Mi Rae told her future story to both, so they choose to not to get together. 

Mi Rae was touched that Se Joo was always there for her and so they both got together but later separate because Mi Rae wants to become a better person for Se Joo and if he is willing to wait, they will still have chance getting back together. This made me decide the ending.

I have to decide my own ending because the ending of the drama only shows Mi Rae, Park Se Joo and Kim Shin in the same bookstore only. Yes, that's the end. I read alot of viewers comment online that Mi Rae choose Kim Shin, but I disagree. I still believe its either Mi Rae ended up with Park Se Joo or both also she did not choose. I support Se Joo!! haha

The viewer rating for this drama at Korea wasn't good. I wonder if it's because it was air the same time with The Heirs. Well no doubt if compare this drama with The Heirs, The Heirs is so much better, especially with Lee Min Ho in it. ;)

Only Me - Melody Day. OST of Marry Him If You Dare
 

February 2014 trip to Singapore

Last Friday I reached Singapore for a short holiday with the ladies.. We were there for Fab's hens night.. During our free & easy time slot manage to met up with Roger, Louise, Ting Ting, Dickson, Issac and Jee Wei.. good seeing them at their country haha :P

I told myself that I won't shop much BUT ended up spending quite alot! yieks.. bought STUFFS from Innisfree.. I quite like their product from Jeju.. I think it's not because Lee Min Ho is their ambassador.. haha.. oh no.. anyway Imma make sure I wore the clothes and use the bags I brought from the trip haha..

 

After a tiring night out for dinner at Wine Connection and club at Zouk, the next morning we went to Universal Studio.. o m g, I couldn't feel my legs haha..

I manage to drop by to do 3D eyebrow embroidery.. up till today, I'm in the condition of skin peeling effect.. Kinda worry actually.. fingers crossed.. but confirm this 3D is better than the one I did 2 years ago.. The specialist said my oily forehead condition is causing abit difficulty for them because the colour ain't absorbing well, they told me that I will be back for touch up.. so I think I better keep an eye out for promo air fare to SG..

Finally went to try ramen at Ippudo.. not as good as I expected.. but acceptable.. hehe

Few years ago, I got to know korean singer Hwan Hee from Chien, her idol.. haha.. during CNY I was watching the drama Pretty Man and the song name Fever played.. and instantly I reconsigned Hwan Hee's voice.. I ever listened to a few of his songs when Chien introduce..

Anyway, just to share here since I love this mellow song of his.. Fever

You Who Came From The Stars ~ 来自星星的你

Do Min Joon!! Cheon Song Yi!! plays in your head when you read my post tittle right? haha
                                

You Who Came From The Stars, another great Korean Drama.. I like every funny scene of the drama.. Some scene really makes me laugh out loud, i.e scene where ; Cheon Song Yi do rap.. ; she left her bag hang at her car's side mirror.. ; her brother keep wanting to do the ET finger thing with Do Min Joon.. ; Do Min Joon fell weak and sick after their kiss.. ; Song Yi's friend at the comic store fall love at first sight with Do Min Joon.. ; the officer keep repeating Do Min Joon is like Harry Potter, his expression.. haha.. loving all of it..

Earlier today I rushed home during lunch break to watch the last episode 21 and I cried!! only 3 months and they just started being together, then Do Min Joon have to leave Earth.. and how sad that she misses him so much.. so heartbreaking.. but luckily wrap up with warmness when knowing Do Min Joon try so hard to return back to earth to see his love..

I heard from news that in reality, Kim Soo Hyun is a young, talented and rich person.. haha.. I get to know him from watching Dream High and didn't know that he is young and capable.. so I'm impressed! ;)

 

Anyway, I love the ending where Do Min Joon said "I'm Home" and Cheon Song Yi move over and they embrace in a warm sweet hug.. even by watching I felt the warmness.. aww... I love hugs.. haha.. alright next drama pls! :)

Lyn - My Destiny


Hyorin - Hello, Goodbye


Sung Shi Kyung - Every Moment of You

Two days to CNY

Mr Sun shines the whole day earlier.. thank god for it.. for the past one week it was gloomy sky and rain.. and just now at the balcony, I look up at the night sky and beautiful stars I see.. :)

As the CNY holiday gets closer, few colleagues start going on leave.. Some are selfish, from the same dept yet discussion and compromise for a solution is ignored.. Have they forgotten that their warriors are in fresh state and they have to look into the need to sacrifice during this critical time.. who or where went wrong, I do not know.. I just hope that their fall won't affect my dept.. They choose to leave the problems to others.. Of course we have the choice to left things untouched and let damage happen but what will benefit us by doing so.. Maybe if I were in that situation, I will get selfish too.. but right now, I'm feeling disappointed.. will they appreciate..

Anyway, happy thoughts for now.. Friends are back for the CNY holiday, I'm happy about it.. gathering may be short but its good to meet up good friends.. Two days to go, I have few last minute to do on the list.. rush rush rush.. 2014 its the year of the Horse! Going to be another great year ahead.. Smooth Love, Success, Health, Wealth for me and my family and to all friends..

Just now I was a bright light bulb between Wendy and her hubby Gary.. haha.. because we met up for dinner and went to check out shoes.. Xiang and Joan were suppose to have dinner with us too but at the end they couldn't make it.. that's how I became a light bulb.. haha.. but then it was good to catch up with her again.. Alright.. off to bed now, Happy Advance Chinese New Year!

Something Flutters

To me dating agency matches two singles together base on their common interest and requirement.. but then I found an interesting one.. I just finished watching drama 'Dating Agency Cyrano', to their clients they are known as 'the place that magically makes your love come true'..

Singles hire Cyrano to help them set up scene, chances to meet up and get closer with the person they want to be with.. Cyrano teach their clients to speaks and express the right way, so that the person they like will notice and fall in love with them.. Kinda like manipulate the minds but in a good way .. Each time its a mission to achieve by the Cyrano member and they never failed once they take up the offer to help their clients..

In reality do this kind of dating agency exist? Oh nono, I don't want to hire them.. haha.. I'm more interested in working there and to help couples fall in love with each other.. Such a wonderful achievement and I get to know alot of love story.. my favorite questions 'how do you know each other? how do you get together?' =D hmmm this might be the job I'm looking for.. haha ;)

Annyeong with 2PM and Miss A

Stumble to this nice video showing abit of Korea.. yes, I still miss Korea alot.. haha.. I like looking at Taecyeon from 2pm and Suzy from Miss A is pretty! I wish that the next trip to Korea will be with someone special as a couple.. Korea has this romantic feeling too, I guess its because I see alot of couples and couples stuff during my recent trip there.. haha ;) Annyeong!

1.1.2014 - Happy New Year

Happy New Year 2014!

I don't know what will be along the path I'm heading this year.. I just want to stay healthy, meet love, enjoy my job and be happy everyday!

I welcome the year 2014 with few good friends, I actually wanted to go set lantern into the sky at midnight but no one was really interested haha.. Adeline and Chien was interested but they end up sleeping at home.. I have seen friends who visited Taiwan did set lantern with their wishes.. for sure I want to try I the next time I visit Taiwan or any other time at any place as long as there is chances..

Chinese New Year will be the next festival.. lots of things to be done..going to be another quiet Chinese New Year here in Brunei.. can't wait for my next holiday trips.. will be flying in February then in May.. hopefully in November too..

Cheers to another awesome year 2014! Wishing the year ahead fill with great happiness, health, wealth, love, career, luck and everything nice for myself, my family, my friends..everyone!

Donghae & Eunhyuk - Still You

27.12.2013

Merry Christmas! Christmas has passed and in 4 days time, we will be welcoming the new year 2014..

How was Christmas? Mine was good, although I got drunk and fell asleep at the corner after opening up my Christmas gift from my secret Santa.. Secret Santa shouldn't be disclose right? but my bunch of friends prefer to disclose by making everyone guess their secret Santa and punish for the wrong answer.. and so almost all of us ended up punished and I was on of them.. what's our punishment? 3 shots of pure liquor.. I drank too quickly and so KO-ed..

My Secret Santa is Pei Yong.. she gave me a super cute Hello Kitty pillow and small carpet.. I love it.. and I was Sim Yuan's Secret Santa, below pic of her trying to guess who and luckily she don't know at all that its from me.. haha

Heading to Miri tomorrow for club.. update after: surprisingly it was a relaxing trip instead of the usual rush around.. When me and chien reached Miri, manage to settle abit errand then to the hotel and rest until dinner time.. 

Even after finishing dinner we all head back to hotel and continue to rest before going to celebrities.. the next day, manage to shop Chinese new year clothing for my family and had Laksa for lunch then went to McDonald drive thru for Prosperity burger before driving back Brunei..

Anyway, about Christmas.. after watching 'The Heirs', I want to experience white snowing Christmas.. The drama 'The Heirs' ends with Kim Tan and Eun Sang walking hand in hand in the snow.. romantic~~ haha..

My favorite actor Lee Min Ho played Kim Tan.. a very caring, charming and handsome rich character with a nice name.. KIM TAN.. this drama there is another actor who had my attention.. Kim Woo Bin played the immature and bad boy Choi Young Do.. Young Do fell for Eun Sang who became his first love and he slowly turn mature.. His character at the end is caring and lonely..

My friends comment that Kim Woo Bin is not good looking, but to me, he is not bad looking actually.. I like his modelling photos and his acting skill is actually good, touch my heart when I see his sad eyes for Eun Sang.. hehe.. 'The Heirs' end up being the most popular drama  follows by 'Master Sun' and 'I can hear your voice', both I have watched too.. haha.. I haven't start watching any drama yet, will start soon.. :)

18.12.2013

7.00pm.. I left the bookstore at the Mall.. don't feel like going home yet.. but I have no place in mind to go too.. I wanted to just sit in a cozy cafe alone, but I can't think any suitable cafe here.. and I thought of the cafes I visited at Korea during my trip there last October.. goshhh.. I'm wishing to be there, I miss Korea so so so much!

Wandering or siting at restaurant alone here seems awkward.. Eyes tend to be on me.. I don't like it.. I know I shouldn't mind.. but I can't, I mind because I don't feel comfortable ;(

At overseas I see alot of ladies being alone at places especially cafes without people eying with weird look.. At times I wish I'm living at other countries.. Sometime I still thought of it but I couldn't bring myself to leave home where my parents are.. the older they become the more I want to stay where they are, since both the twins are still studying overseas.. I'm hoping they graduate well, start work and settle at a place they are comfortable in living soon!

I'm good with going to public places alone but not always of course, who like it right? haha.. Especially when attending functions.. I'm wishing for that person who holds my hands appear fast.. fast fast! haha

Actually I  left office early today to retrieve my baby car from the car workshop where I dropped off this morning for some repair.. changed some new parts.. glad that my baby car is well now.. my wallet hurts but all good for safety purpose!:)

13.12.13

Because of thunderstorm heavy rain earlier, I got stuck at the office alone and almost freak out.. thunder lasted so long and loud until I put on my mp3 and blast the music.. and so I ended up skipping yoga.. huhuhu..

I didn't slept well for the past two nights, manage to slept early and well last night.. Even had a good dream about being with someone, to that person I'm just a comfortable good long old friend from school.. haha

Sharing a song by Kang Gary~~


Anyway, just received a great news! my babe, Joan gave birth to a healthy baby girl today! hehe.. ahhh.. another friend experiencing motherhood.. Allen and Hui Fen are becoming parents too next year.. Last week I attended Blu's baby girl, Beryl full moon lunch at Seasons Restaurant.. so who is going to get pregnant next? haha.. maybe Angel? Pei Yong? I'll just wait to attend full moon function then.. =) 

 

wishing smiles are always bright

Today notice contact disappear from the list.. Wish to know if fine and well.. Felt uncertain about it, yet unreachable.. If its for real that its distant and gone like balloon fly away.. 

 Maybe someday reappear or maybe not.. Wishing smiles are always this bright..

Some oldies for the night to chill? Two good songs.. Songs linger in mind, songs about you, songs because of you, songs left sweet memories of you..

張雨生+張惠妹-最愛的人傷我最深

Bic Runga - Sway

11.12.13

Today's date- 11.12.13.. quite special~~

Didn't feel like going home yet earlier after work just now, so decided to had pedicure and went to Times Square for a cup of Ochado's roasted milk tea with aloe vera - my favorite to cheer myself up..

Sat alone drinking the Large size drink for quite a long while.. The longer I sat there, I had the feeling that people find me weird sitting alone.. haha.. not too sure if I think too much.. Actually, I was hoping a cute looking guy will come over to say hi.. hahaha.. Joking! Even if happen for real, I'm just too shy to look at him ;)

2 weeks to Christmas, Secret Santa event is on Christmas eve and since I'm there, I went around looking for suitable gift.. found stuff suitable for myself instead.. haha.. How I wish Brunei is full of Christmas decoration like Singapore or Korea or anywhere celebrating Christmas.. I love Christmas season!


Classic by Taecyeon, Wooyoung and Suzy.. Our classic love, Just like the classic music we keep listening to, it doesn't change even when the time passes..

I love beautiful wedding photos

I came across the pre-wedding photo of Korean actor and actress, Lee Byung Hun and Lee Min Jung who got married this year on the internet.. And I love the their first photo below.. Their Black and White photos are lovely.. I really like the feel of it :) Last photos below are taken during their actual wedding ceremony day.. beautiful bride..

Jay Chou's Opus World Concert Malaysia 2013

Jay Chou's Opus World concert 2013 at Hong Kong have different special guests each day.. One of the day, its Captain Jayden.. I didn't realize that he was actually a singer too until I hear him sang..

                                        

I'm jealous that the concert I attended at Kuala Lumpur in August this year have no special 'wow' guest.. but then its ok also, my point was to see Jay Chou.. His piano is really beautiful.. Its was my first Jay's concert.. I've always wanted to attend his concert, its one of my do to list and now I'm a happy girl..

                                         

12th September 2013

  

Terrifying moment last week when I was suddenly called up to say a FEW words for our company at this particular event which my boss was invited and couldn't attend so I represent him.. trembling hard lol.. never like standing in front giving speech nor presentation.. stress.. haha..

My colleague who went with me took this picture.. He say I'm too fast, when he took my picture I'm done with my FEW words and closing the mic.. can you see me? hehehe

Captain Tong

Captain Tong.. Samuel Tong.. 

Finished watching Triumph In The Skies 2 few days ago.. Jayden is cool with his sweet attitude but I prefer Sam's mature and humor attitude.. So I'm Captain Tong's fan!! hehe.. 

Sam is very strict to Holiday until the stage I want to kick him lol.. but yet that's his way of making Holiday being serious at being a Pilot.. He is still caring and sweet when it's not about work.. awww~ their relationship grow, support and changed for each other.. 

Another couple I like is Summer and Isaac! Sweet shy relationship..

 

Good storyline.. I have not watch Triumph In The Skies 1, I heard its good too.. I'll find time to watch Part 1 then.. Anyway, love Holiday's dress from the picture below :)

 

林欣彤 Mag Lam - 空中戀人

 *photos are all taken from google search

Saturday night with music

Finished watching Running Man episode 159 and found a goodddddd song from this episode.. I super like! Jung In's voice is good..

Jung In - 철수와 미미 (Feat. 길, Supreme Team)

Then during the search of the above song, found below songs by Jung In quite nice too.. can't wait to watch the next episode.. :D

정인 Jung In '장마 Rainy Season'

Jung In - Love..that guy, 정인 - 사랑 그놈

 

정인 Jung In '사랑은 Love Is

feat Gary Kang!!

English lyrics for 'Let's walk a little' feat Kang Gary~~

Let’s take a walk since our hearts are feeling complicated
I think sitting as we’re facing each other is making us more exhausted
What should we do? Should we break up?
Starting all over again seems a little scary
Let’s have a drink since our heads are so complicated
We keep going around in circles and I can’t take it anymore
But the rising alcohol makes me even more confused
(We sit across each other) as we look at each other and like fools, we laugh
Separation is not easy just like being in love
We drunkenly paid the bill and left but
We still didn’t come to a decision and our love is lingering around us

All the beautiful things in the world didn’t even come close to you
The fragrant flowers, the soft tuning of music, expensive gifts
I liked everything if it was you, I threw everything away
Everything but you but these days, that love is dwindling
Several times a day, the words “let’s just end it here” are on the tip of my tongue
You don’t look as sexy to me as before
I keep thinking bad thoughts and I don’t think I want you anymore
It’s different from before, I think it’s over now, I think you and I are over now

I don’t really know what to do
It seems like the end is near but it can’t easily be concluded
Maybe it’s because of our lingering attachments but the answer just won’t come
So we think, think, think and think, think, think again
We think again