Everyone is worth loving

I kinda miss Karaoke session today.. The brain is roaming around aimlessly.. Not worth thinking when the other brain is not even connect.. 
Earlier I was choosing for tonight: between yoga and tea session with Mei Ling who is on a short trip from SG.. I shouldn't even be choosing right lol? My decision is to go to the tea session with a few friends.. hehe ;p
And luckily papa have recover from diarrhea and fever, he was in so much pain when I drove him to clinic on Monday.. No wonder he rush me to pick him up from the airport that day when he landed from Kuala Lumpur.. Good to have papa back home from his charity Cambodia trip experience..
 
Joy Enriquez - Tell Me How You Feel

Each Day Is A Miracle

Completed watching the drama Hyde, Jekyll and Me in 4 days, I didn't expect I watched that fast.. It was an interesting drama.. and I have always liked Hyun Bin ever since My Lovely Sam Soon and Secret Garden.. hehe

I was touched by a cold Gu Seo Jin's heart which slowly turn warm because of love.. I actually like his expression compare to Robin's.. what I like about Robin is his positive and happy attitude.. but Seo Jin's smile and eyes really shows so much sincere and affection for his love towards Jang Ha Na..

Having two personality, separate memory is kinda scary.. but seeing Seo Jin and Robin, makes me wonder.. if I would to create another me, it would be a brave and confident me..

My favorite moments of Seo Jin and Ha Na..

when he approach and gave her an umbrella.. 

when they sat in the swing of their indoor garden happily..

It's one of my wish to have a swing in the house.. hehe
Each day is a miracle! Believe it and it will be..

Park Bo Ram - Falling


Epitone Project feat Lucia - Maybe
 

替我照顧她

Living in a modern world but momo is still an old fashion type waiting to be approach and waiting for the heart to be touched..

The pig's fame is well known for not approaching.. Even if there is good feeling towards the pig, momo can't take the first step no matter how, therefore it's better to let go of such feeling..

Recently there is sense of a separate feeling release by another towards the pig.. and today momo found out the sense momo felt is true..

Sad and broken feeling finding out about the sense.. the sense from so close.. T.T saying goodbye to the pig..

胡夏 HuXia - 替我照顧她

After we get married, let's continue to be in love

"After we get married, let's continue to be in love"..... Cha Ji Heon said during his proposal to Noh Eun Seol from the drama Protect the Boss..

Yes, I would like that too.. I think that's how a marriage grows until old, continue to be in love.. to date.. to care for each other.. never ever stop..

 Ask - M. Street

Sad Songs - Heo Young Saeng

Monkey pool game was a funny experience

I want to learn to ride the bicycle! I notice a few holiday places, you can rent bikes to go round easily.. I tried this at Nami Island at Korea but I rode a 2 person bike with Chien's help because I don't know how to ride a bike.. opppsss..

Then I saw Yuan's honeymoon photos today and saw that they cycle around too.. Ok and so it inspire me a little to learn to cycle, so I can ride a bike at some certain places during holiday.. haha.. but then should I get a bike first? oh o~~ lets see when then..

Last night went to swim and BBQ outing with Xiang and Jerry with their cousin and brother at their friend's new apartment.. Met Jackson there, the last time I saw him was at Isabella's first birthday event.. then also met an old friend Shirley who is getting married next week..

Quite nice the apartment but the master bedroom is too small for my liking.. lol.. It's a nice place for a small family.. I had fun! The host, Edbert is friendly and make shy people like me feel instant comfortable, thankful for it ;)    

Anyway, good songs for Karaoke session! but then I will need alot of practice to sing it well.. haha.. Quite emo huh, I think emo songs suits my voice.. hehe ;)

Selena Gomez - The heart wants what it wants


Sam Smith - I'm not the only one

有多少愛可以重來

Earlier today, this song was played on the radio and it caught my attention.. This is the remake version which I would preferred..

Ever this song was sang with sincerity in the late night.. It was sweet and full of hope when I heard it that night.. But then who would know the story between us ended few months later.. :)

有多少愛可以重來 - 張靚穎 & 韓庚

It's been a while, catching up with Ting

Had dinner with Ting, Siew, Siew Yun and Ling Zhi tonight.. one of our topics were buying property: HOUSE.. haha.. I have the same delima as Ting, we don't know where our parents will settle down in the future, hence do not know which city to decide nor survey.. hehe..
and I missed SG! Ting mentioned about sales, Hope I can visit this year!
Tonight I hear 'Xue Hui', I really like hearing my Chinese name, kinda miss it alot actually.. but I can only hear it from a few CHMS Chinese old friends.. Friends who still called me by my Chinese name are Ting, Siew, Mei Ling, Kok How, Sibui, Connie, Fang Teng, Wei Ru and who else I can't remember..

未接來電 -  楊乃文 Naiwen Yang

Don't forget the flowers every anniversary

I finally listened to Meghan Trainor's song- Dear Future Husband lyrics on my way home earlier.. I love it! A song for future husband.. hehe.. Much agreed to: 'you got to know how to treat me like a lady, even when I'm acting crazy, tell me everything is alright' and 'make time for me, dont leave me lonely' and 'don't forget the flowers every anniversary'.. hehe

The lyrics:
Dear future husband,
Here's a few things
You'll need to know if you wanna be
My one and only all my life

Take me on a date
I deserve it, babe
And don't forget the flowers every anniversary
'Cause if you'll treat me right
I'll be the perfect wife
Buying groceries
Buy-buying what you need

You got that 9 to 5
But, baby, so do I
So don't be thinking I'll be home and baking apple pies
I never learned to cook
But I can write a hook
Sing along with me
Sing-sing along with me (hey)

You gotta know how to treat me like a lady
Even when I'm acting crazy
Tell me everything's alright

Dear future husband,
Here's a few things you'll need to know if you wanna be
My one and only all my life
Dear future husband,
If you wanna get that special lovin'
Tell me I'm beautiful each and every night

After every fight
Just apologize
And maybe then I'll let you try and rock my body right
Even if I was wrong
You know I'm never wrong
Why disagree?
Why, why disagree?

You gotta know how to treat me like a lady
Even when I'm acting crazy
Tell me everything's alright

Dear future husband,
Here's a few things
You'll need to know if you wanna be
My one and only all my life (hey, baby)
Dear future husband,
Make time for me
Don't leave me lonely
And know we'll never see your family more than mine

I'll be sleeping on the left side of the bed (hey)
Open doors for me and you might get some kisses
Don't have a dirty mind
Just be a classy guy
Buy me a ring
Buy-buy me a ring, (babe)

You gotta know how to treat me like a lady
Even when I'm acting crazy
Tell me everything's alright

Dear future husband,
Here's a few things
You'll need to know if you wanna be
My one and only all my life
Dear future husband,
If you wanna get that special loving
Tell me I'm beautiful each and every night

Future husband, better love me right

Brunch at Mcd for the first time today, I'm loving it ;)

I was practically being force not to go to my facial appointment today..... haha.. It all happened when such a rare decision that I agreed to sat down and play rummy because Pyong went out for tea.. KW don't want to open the house gate, Ade's car block mine, Connie keep begging me and Terrance can't do much since we just started talking today.. but good thing was, for the first time I played I won but 2nd place.. but omg.. so amazing, first time I won and I played by myself.. I wanted KW to help me but he have to teach Terrance since it's his first time playing, and he won 1st place.. lol

Before the above story, I first tried Mcd Breakfast for brunch here in town, always a Mcd Fan! hehe.. and Pyong brought out her Hero GoPro 4 to let me test.. omg, I fell in love with it but it's expensive and I do not want to buy it then not use it regularly.. I love wide angle pic and pic quality is great! If my iphone can easily have wide angle lens.. it would be best..

This is a good song with good lyrics.. If apply to every guy..


I wanna know - Joe


It's amazing how you knock me off my feet,
Everytime you come around me I get weak,
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Girl he never understood what you were worth,
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do,
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe,
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share,
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear,
So I wanna know

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

Woo Brothers ;)

I watched the movie 'The Technicians' because of these two eye candy! hehe.. Kim Woo Bin is cool while Lee Hyun Woo is cute and sexy! *eyes glue to Lee Hyun Woo.. haha

Yoo Seung Woo - I'll give you my life

少一點天份

May everyone's love relationship be simple, caring and loving rather than complicated, hurtful..

孫盛希 Shi Shi - 少一點天份

汪小敏Tracy Wang - 空

Worth to be shared

When Mr Lee became Prime Minister in 1959, he pulled together a strong team of leaders from diverse backgrounds. He ensured that positions in government were filled by the most capable people, rather than those with connections or money.

Mr Lee took severe measures to curb corruption, a root cause of inequality. He put in place tough laws to investigate those suspected of corruption and heavy penalties for those caught taking bribes. By ensuring that our government and economy stayed honest, accountable and free of corruption, Mr Lee assured investors and companies that Singapore was the right place for their investments. Companies from around the world came, and continue to come to Singapore – creating opportunities for employment, learning and growth for Singaporeans. - part of President Tony Tan's eulogy.

There's an article I read posted by Calvin Cheng online;

"I tell you what freedom is.
Freedom is being able to walk on the streets unmolested in the wee hours in the morning, to be able to leave one’s door open and not fear that one would be burgled. Freedom is the woman who can ride buses and trains alone; freedom is not having to avoid certain subway stations after night falls. Freedom is knowing our children can go to school without fear of drugs, or being mowed down by some insane person with a gun. Freedom is knowing that we are not bound by our class, our race, our religion, and we can excel for the individuals that we are – the freedom to accomplish. Freedom is living in one of the least corrupt societies in the world, knowing that our ability to get things done is not going to be limited by our ability to pay someone. Freedom is fresh air and clean streets, because nothing is more inimical to our liberty of movement than being trapped at home because of suffocating smog.
These are the freedoms that Singaporeans have, freedoms that were built on the vision and hard work of Lee Kuan Yew, our first Prime Minister. And we have all of these, these liberties, whilst also being one of the richest countries in the world."

Such freedom and free of corruption country, I believe everyone wants it, I want it :)

A person can really be this great and caring

I think everyone no matter if rich or even average, we should practice frugality. Sometime it's not about being stingy or thrifty, its value the things.. keeping, using it well that's how things will turn out in good condition state and will have the possibility of being repair and reuse..

Something worth learning from the late Mr. Lee Kuan Yew, he is frugality with his personal life and to his country.. I salute to him that he keeps in mind that the money government used to developed better are from the citizen therefore its apply wisely and with great outcome.. 

I admire much about Mr. Lee's act of keeping a country clean, safe and encourage a honest government for his people.. I do not know but I do really hope Malaysia government share the same method and learning as Mr. Lee Kuan Yew.. I do wish Malaysia grow and success..

From news- Minister Mr. Shanmugam said: "Mr. Lee's exercise shorts for example - for 17 years he wore the same shorts. And when it tore, he patched it up, or his wife patched it up for him. That is the man. And he was very careful with Government money in the same way because it is your money."

"He told me, 'Don't spend all your time staying purely in the law. You can do much more for your country. If everyone just stayed outside, who is going to work in the public service. You should serve the people in a broader way’. And he told me ‘you can do it. As a minister, you can make a bigger difference to the lives of the people,'" recounted Mr Shanmugam.  

Tomorrow will be the state funeral for former first prime minister Mr. Lee Kuan Yew.. Until today the que to pay respect to Mr. Lee at the Parliament House is still going on.. I hope from the people working and volunteering to the people queing are all cooperating well to make the process smooth and safe there, and most important be thankful and keeping the place clean as that's what Mr. Lee love about, Clean and Green Singapore..

Once again.. Mr. Lee, rest in peace and be united happily with your dearest wife.. *salute  

Important thing: My family and My country- LKY

Today the que to pay respect to the late Mr. Lee Kuan Yew continues.. Yesterday I have the thought of if I were in Singapore, I would definitely head over to pay my respect to this great leader too..

I just finished watching the video below, and it still make me cry seeing his story.. His story is really a legacy.. a legend.. so worth sharing!

I still have to repeat that I seriously love the love story of Mr. Lee and his wife.. watching how sweet the both of them are, really brings tears to my eyes.. Especially the part I watch Mr. Lee uses his hand to kiss his beloved wife farewell.. sobs...........

From the video, I also like the part Mr. Lee said 'eat less, enough sleep, exercise and got to have passion for work', I need store the image of Mr. Lee saying this into my head, maybe it will trigger me further.. :)

"Important thing in my life? My family and my country.. At the end of the day what have I got? Just a successful Singapore.. What have I given up? My life.."

Singapore is really blessed to have Mr. Lee Kuan Yew.. 

Video of Tribute to Lee Kuan Yew

Earlier today I watched the moment that the body of late Mr. Lee Kuan Yew move to the Parliament House of Singapore. It really sadden me and I cried. 

Its amazing to see the people of Singapore spend few hours at queuing to pay respect to Mr. Lee Kuan Yew.. The queue was too long to the extend that the visiting time and public transport operate for 24 hours until Saturday 8pm..

Alot of people said that they do not want to miss this chance to pay their respect and that Mr. Lee spend his life building them a successful Singapore, therefore they do not mind the long hours of que.. Much agreed!

Below I'm sharing my favorite video of Mr. Lee Kuan Yew's story.. Part 1 & Part 2

Goodbye and Thank You Mr. LKY

Today I read that the founding and former first prime minister Mr. Lee Kuan Yew have left this world at the age of 91.. Sadly I only came to know his life history and love story on this sad day.. Mr. Lee is a strict person yet caring towards his family and country.. He spend his life building and improving Singapore, not letting others to bully his country.. From third world to what a successful Singapore is today.. He believed all races should harmonies and work together as this will create a united prospers future..

Mr. Lee started high education system, turns Singapore into a city in the garden, the cleanliness, national service.. Together with his wife, they love flowers and trees.. So much that Mr. Lee had done for Singapore.. He actually worked until the end when he fell seriously ill last month.. I totally salute his passion for his country.. He don't care about luxuries, he is such a humble person..

I find it cute to know that one of the great invention to Mr. Lee was the air-conditioning.. He cannot stands heat and his room, work place temperature are always set at a cool degree.. I myself can't stand the heat too, can't leave without air-con too haha.. Also I'm surprise to read from an article that his tailor share that Mr. Lee's favorite color is Pink.. as a Pink lover myself, he have good taste :)

I notice from his photos that he actually age alot ever since his beloved wife, Kwa Geok Choo left him.. Mrs. Lee was his pillar of strength.. They are both very smart person.. I really admire their relationship, their marriage.. Mr. Lee is a workaholic, Mrs. Lee have always supported him.. They are always by each other side.. Then when the time she fell ill, it was Mr. Lee's turn to take care of her.. Talk and read to her without fail.. I cry so much reading to their story, especially his last farewell letter to his wife and from his children on their parents.. I would love to meet a husband as caring and loving as Mr. Lee..

Even though I'm not a Singaporean, after getting to know Mr. Lee's hard effort, I'm deeply touched and sadden together with the people of Singapore.. Singapore was the first country I visited for holiday with my own salary, I do love this country.. It's a stress work place, but its safe and comfortable at the same time..

Mr. Lee is a great leader, the nation's father, founding hero of Singapore, a devoted husband and father.. Mr. Lee, may you rest in peace and be united with your wife.. #thankyouleekuanyew #rememberingleekuanyew

A beautiful person may not be confident,but a happy person is always very charming

"In the vast sea of love, we drift about like little boats searching for the coast,
Some lucky people find it easily and go ashore happily,
But some people fail, lose and get disappointed time and again,
First time, second time, third time, fourth time,
Gradually, the little boat will drift forever in the boundless sea,
It no longer believes in the existence of the coast,

Actually, what the boat wants is a pier for it to berth,
One day, the boat finally found a pier that it could take shelter from,
But it hesitated, not because it didn't want to berth,
But because it no longer believed there was a pier in the world that it could berth forever,
Hence, it merely looked at the pier from afar instead of going near it,
In the end, the boat chose to continue to drift,
Just when you understand a person's kindness and merits,
you will start to feel scared and become cowardly,
The more you treasure someone, the more you dare not possess him, lest you hurt him accidentally."

"She's actually not that shrewd, sometimes she's muddle-headed and careless,
Deep down in her heart, she's weak and lacks a sense of security,
But sometimes, she can be adorable too,
She thinks she knows herself but she isn't able to see clearly,
That's why she keeps falling down and getting hurt in love."

"The moment we come into this world, we know how to hold on to happiness, reliance and security,
It's impossible for us to hold on to someone's hand forever,
But if someone is willing to hold your hand forever, do not let go easily.

You can't choose to break up, but happiness is definitely a decision,
don't despair after a break up,  Remember to break up with your unhappy self first,
Forgo the unhappy past and hold the hand that makes you happy,
This is the essence of letting it go."

I love all the quotes from this episode.. Just sharing :)

分手快乐- Let It Go, Episode13

我愿意 楊永聰

When sparks fly, it doesn't always point to the start of a romance

Some rejection couldn't maintain as friend.. I do understand how hurtful it is to continue being connected with someone you like yet couldn't be more than friends.. Its always a sad loss for me..

Some couples who breaks up may end up like strangers too.. Even though when both were good friends before.. I experienced this and sometime I do feel regretful about it.. ofcoz doesn't apply to everyone.. hehe

I ever received confession and when I slowly develop feelings but then at some point I felt scared and couldn't move forward to accept the confession.. there goes the chance~

To reject or not, how will we end up, do I want to lose this friendship: always bother me and my little brain will end up thinking so much and so far.... haha.. It's like a gamble, some turns out well with happy ending and some not.. Wishing myself advance good luck just in case for the next decision.. haha ;)

"When sparks fly, it doesn't always point to the start of a romance,
Sometimes keeping a distance and staying as a good friend can offer a more lasting companionship,
A pity this logic isn't widely understood."

分手快乐- Let It Go, Episode12

Hero - Family of the Year

多遠都要在一起

"No matter who has hurt you before,
don't give up for fear because love is infinite.
if you meet someone worth your love, go for it."

分手快乐- Let It Go, Episode 6.

"Who likes to get stranded in a vague relationship,
unable to determine his or her position,
we look forward to meeting the right person at the right time, 
but we're not willing to give easily,
nor do we have the courage to go all out for love,
Hence, we start to test love because we're afraid of getting
a beautiful illusion in exchange for true feelings"

分手快乐- Let It Go, Episode 8.

This song is nice! 多遠都要在一起 by G.E.M

No one has changed, We've merely got nearer to the real self of our partner

Feeling insecure, less prioritize is something I fear in a relationship.. Maybe because of past memory like Jane's character.. Since young, I usually felt that I receive less attention from my family and friends, hence I expected more attention and care from my partner..

And when I don't feel the expectation, I ended up throwing tantrum and feeling insecure because I feel that my partner do not understand me.. To me, I feel that showing attention and small gesture in caring the person you love is not difficult, it should be something you enjoy doing for your other half without reminding again and again..

Well, no one is perfect isn't it? hehe.. This flaw of mine which I myself dislike too, I'm hoping to improve with the next right person, holding my hands not letting go..

Advice to the future him: Be supportive and patiently communicate with me.. plus giving me that bear hug, I believe I'll be alright :)

"Sometimes, going away is only a short term solution, 
Forgetting is the long term relief, 
If you can't forget, you must learn to accept it. " 

"Many a time, after a couple has been in love for a long time,
both parties often feel that the other party has changed, 
He or She is no longer as thoughtful and caring as before, 
Actually, no one has changed, 
We've merely got nearer to the real self of our partner, 

When we are unable to forgive those who once hurt us in the past, 
We'll confine our hearts unconsciously, 
We may even resort to behavior that even we find detestable,
Unknowingly, you will repeat the actions that hurt yourself,
When the situation reaches a stage that's beyond salvation,
You naively want others to save you, 
Until you realise that something better doesn't actually exist in life, 

There's only one path in life, 
The path that you first chose, 
The moment you decide to be kind to yourself, 
You can finally free yourself from the deep-rooted vicious cycle, 

The day you let go of your paranoia, 
You will be able to proceed forward calmly and freely,
One day, you will realise that the paralysing fear,
Is just a tiny shadow of yours."

分手快乐- Let It Go, Episode 4.

If it was a movie - Taylor Swift