bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were then times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

-Mariah Carey-Bye Bye-


I really miss alot of people.. People who I can't bear to say bye bye to all the time after seeing them and knowing it's time to leave..
No matter it's my brother going out from home,
No matter it's from any of my family or relatives,
No matter it's a best friend who went to KL,
No matter it's the bunch of good friends who I love and care about in Miri,
No matter it's a friend who are overseas,
No matter it's the group of old colleagues,
No matter it's saying to the person I love,
I do get sad even if it's a simple goodbye..
People I love and care are mostly away from me..
Why do they have to be so far? Far that when I needed their ears, their shoulder, their warm hugs, I just can't have it..