Hot looking Bruce.. I like.. I like.. =p

Me so damn sleepy.. I went to catch the midnight show of Batman, The Dark Knight.. Kiasu bah.. Wants to watch it on the first day eventhough it's so late.. haha.. But what I didn't know is that the movie last for two and a half hour.. Bloody man.. If I know the movie were that long I won't bother to watch at midnight.. -___-"' I have learnt my lesson, the next time I want to watch a midnight show I have to check the duration of the movie..

Guess what eventhough the movie is good at some part my eyes actually closed.. *sighs* long movie + tired me = dum di dum di dum.. wth.. There is one thing for sure, my eyes were so wide open when I see Bruce Wayne (Christian Bale).. so handsome can die ok.. *phiewwwttt* *melt some more* wth..




Joker is like so crazy type.. He can plant bom anywhere and like everywhere.. All he do is push a button and things go *bommmm* and gone.. He do look ugly but I like his poster.. damn cool.. hehe..

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I still don't feel confident at handling things my way yet.. I still need help at.. Yea, I know I must be fast.. But still I need guidance.. I get stress out when I don't know how to handle my stuffs.. Everything is pushed towards me.. And I have so little time to complete.. Not totally my fault.. Guess I'm not up to that level yet.. =(

Tze Big day

It's Tze's aka Masaki birthday..!! Happy Birthday my dear.. I know you sure have a great time celebrating with Alvin, Jenn, Hao and Shirley this year.. Too bad I can't be there to share the happiness.. BUT I did bought u a slice of cake in advance and hide your first present this year from me.. =D Wish you the best in life and happiness my dear.. *big hugssss*

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I ate KIMCHI for dinner tonight.. *sobs happy* Mr.Lim was so kind to bring me for dinner.. =p Anyway during this big day Birthday of his majesty, Sultan of Brunei there sure be fireworks at night.. And I did manage to watch tonight..

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Last night, I went to Lei Ang's house for BBQ session with Angel.. Simple food, friends gather, drink beer.. I was offer to drink beer but reject and people thought I'm acting innocent.. wth.. hehe.. I just hate drinking beer.. haha.. and I'm not good in drinking too, since I was driving so It's better I do not drink at all.. =p but still it was a good gathering..

Went to the dentist last Saturday.. Pain and expensive.. Never mind it's clean.. wth..

It feels like a Sunday today.. Guess I sleep too much.. wth.. More work to face tomorrow.. God bless me and everyone.. =D

Can I compare with the past?

*sighs* Tomorrow is a public holiday and I feel real lazy to work.. Tomorrow is the day the people of Brunei celebrates the 62th Birthday of His Majesty, The Sultan of Brunei.. *sobs* This time last year I would be working until like hmm 11pm, and tomorrow I have to work.. and now.. *sobs sobs* can you feel my happiness? Leaving the previous company really proves how happy I am now.. wth.. =p

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Yesterday was hmmm... Busy day? In the morning, Tze came so I bring her to Bandar to take pictures of some decorations.. *woot* I was sweating so much that I was wondering "when was the last time I sweat this much?" =D

Meet up with Mr. Leong for lunch.. He was having a hangover.. haha.. Good that he still manage to meet us up and STILL able to talk that much.. =p

Then my baby went for a wash.. Looking clean from dirts, who knows it rain at night.. *sighs* Never mind atleast my baby is clean.. Did accompany Mr.Lim to buy his shoes.. Aduh.. Never know there is a guy who love shoes so much.. -___-"'

Connie my babe is BACK.. yippieee... Meet up with her last night and Saturday night for dinner.. So glad to see her again.. *sobs sobs* hehe.. Connie stop bullying me..!! haha.. =p

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I watched Hellboy on Saturday.. Hmm.. I don't like the movie lo.. Quite boring and there are parts where I almost fell asleep.. Not recommended.. =p

O'well, it's a holiday tomorrow.. really brights up my mood.. Enjoy Brunei..

Who like KIMCHI?

Had a busy day at work today.. Seem like time isn't enough for me to finish the jobs I had on hand.. Not even a spare time to stop and smell the foods.. ehem I mean flowers.. =p

Luckily weekend is here.. BUT still not enough for me.. wth.. How nice if work are always easy without bother using the brains and enegry.. wth.. Ignore me talking crap here.. Stress people usually talk this way.. wth..

I'm craving for McD fries.. Fries Fries Fries Fries.. Hmm.. Nonono.. I'm craving to eat KIMCHI..!!! haha.. No ones want to enjoy KIMCHI with me.. *sighs* So hard to find friends who WILL like KIMCHI.. Clemence in KL, Joan still in Aussie, Thomas you are the last choice at the moment as you are back for holiday.. haha.. Joan babe, shall wait for your return.. =p Nite..

Jita and Jenn big day..

Now I'm feeling full from the Fries and ice cream at McDonald.. Thomas brought me and Irwan there.. *sighs* feeling fat.. wth.. haha.. Before McD, we were at The Arch with Zaw and her BF.. and I also ate fries there.. I loveeee French Fries.. <3 After McD, off we go to Arena and both of them bully me at pool.. haha.. I don't know how to play bah.. =p but I had fun..

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Last night, when to The Mall with Thomas and we ends up seeing Rozaini and his GF.. and also Zul with Viviana.. Zul and GF just recently got engage too.. They been long together~~




Rozaini suggest we go eat Satay.. The satay at this particular restaurant in Batu Bersurat really taste great.. Various types of meat to order from.. I want to go back there again.. And Rueburn this restaurant has Ambuyat..!! ehem ehem.. wait u treat me ya.. haha.. =p

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So fast Sunday has passed.. It seem like only yesterday Tze and Jacinta were here in Brunei.. It's time to work again.. busy busy busy.. Have you guys watch Hancock? I watch it on the first day it shows in Brunei, last Thursday 3.7.08.. The story is quite intresting, funny and good.. I'm waiting for Batman and The Mummy next..

Look MAN.. wth..

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Today is Jita engagement day.. I shall head down to Limbang after work to attend her dinner.. Talk about Jita, a few days ago I went with her to this newly open restaurant inside Kiulap Plaza Hotel.. I forget the restaurant name.. Something like hmm, Hong Kong wok thingy.. hehe.. not bad the food.. smell and taste good..

Good looking rice pot.. hehe..

Jita and her food..

Mine.. Fish fillet wrap with eggs.. yumm

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Alrite off to bed now.. Hold on before that.. Jennifer Tiew my dear.. Happy Birthday babe.. Wish you happiness, sexy all the time and Mr. Right to get marry.. =p *muaks and huggies*

Guess my supper should digest some by now.. wth.. Goodnight all..

Sunday photo taking day

Sheau Tze and Jacinta came to Brunei..

I skip my presentation and went out with them.. so fun.. feels so good at the beach.. Before the beach we were shopping at The Mall, where I bought a pretty cheap, good dress and shoes..

I want to try thisss....

We watch the sunset at the Empire..

And I wish I can get an SLR camera.. so cool la.. Taking pictures is also one of my hobby..

Tze and Jacinta both have SLR and they both took my pictures.. After edit the outcome so pretty.. ehem ehem.. haha.. =p I had a great Sunday..

Money Plant

I woke up early today.. Sighs.. Yesterday after lunch I was hit by a very bad headache.. Then my headache tend to touture me by pain abit then pain again then more pain after awhile.. what a head I have.. -________-

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

A good freind sent me this today..

The chinese folks call it a plant which brings wealth.. $$$$$$$$$ If only it can grow money.. wth.. I was very shock when I received it actually, coz the florist came and gave it to me at my work place and the card has no sender.. I though "impossible this Wei Ru will play a prank on me".. haha.. Wei Ru la, always say say want to send things to me.. haha.. You better remember to buy my RAM I warn you.. =p

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I accompany Jita to buy stuff for her engagment thingy last night too.. After that went to a Not-Bad restaurant called Yappy at Kiulap.. What shock me is I saw Denise.. Almost half a year has pass since I last saw her still looking great.. =D

Once a month she head off for travelling, so damn nice ok.. so chatted wit her then was later join by Rueburn who came not so late la.. But coz I was with Jita and she was done with her food so I can't stay to chat..

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Tomorrow I was planning to head down to The Mall as there will be a LANEIGE roadshow.. With girlie stuff like what else, MAKE UP and FASHION SHOW thingy.. wth.. Not sure will I manage to catch the show as Office has a visit to the RTB (Radio Television Brunei).. hehe.. =p

Let's hope RTB will be fun.. I HOPE.. -___-

Thanks

Got to believe sometime

Wow.. Miracle do happens sometimes.. I was just telling Jita about impossible thingy and now I have to take back my words.. =D

I was out helping her pick her second dress for her engagement day.. Thank God she finally buy one.. She is very picky.. haha.. What ever I choose for her, she say No No No.. Then the last shop I have come to realise what type and colour she is looking for, and I pick out one, she went to try it on, looks good, paid then off to tea session.. Hehe..

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And I notice something.. wth.. IBS vs Halo Cafe?? sure or not.. Oh my fellow Junior, good luck as Halo Cafe have our senior in it who is a champion lo.. haha..


I was so surprise when I saw the poster.. I believe IBS students are mostly all talented in singing.. During my years, every year the student council organize singing competition.. They are all great singer Ms. Kelly, Chai yu, Simon are one of them lo.. hehe..

If I were to organize one with prizes.. Guess what kind of prizes I shall be giving out as consolation prize? this..

hahahahaha... -_____-

When will I see you again

My dear Nicole gave me a surprise call when I was about to step out for lunch just now..

Nicole: "We are so losing out"
Momo: "No lah.. Don't have to say like that mah"

Deep down I don't think it's a bad situation yet.. "Things happen for a reason".. I believe this phrase.. and I believe things will come to us when the time comes, when there is a reason..

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There are things occupying my mind this few days.. I just don't understand why I even bother to think or remember it at all.. It's such a impossible situation.. There is totally no connection.. No chance for me to even get bother at all..

Fat panda I like, I like

Watched Get Smart last night with Angel, Seng and Rueburn at The Mall.. A funny movie but the storyline was nothing interesting, it's just a comedy.. I did enjoy laughing, and Rueburn beside me was laughing even louder.. haha.. Guess he is too happy.. =p


Have u guys watch Kung Fu Panda? OMG.. the panda is so cute and the whole cartoon is so hilarious too.. I laugh so hard watching it.. I love to be able to hug the panda and lay on his big fat tummy.. hehe..

Before our movie last night, we headed to watch local snooker competition.. Angel and Seng's friend plays whom I just met him once last year.. He is quite a good player.. Don't know the result today.. Hopefully he wins..



I do like watching professional people plays snooker.. When I was young, I have always believe that if I ever learn to play snooker or pool I will be talented.. because my dad loves to play snooker.. wth.. I don't even know why I get such feeling.. hehe.. Ignore me please as I don't even know how to play.. -___-

K-boxing?

Done with my presentation today.. Thank God I wasn't panic this time, so I can happily announce that no headache today.. wth.. haha.. sighs.. Next Friday need to cover three topics.. =( difficult..

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Anyway.. Out with Jita for tea tonight.. Was suppose to meet she and her boyfriend looking for her engagement dress last night but my presentation preparation hasn't complete.. But good that she was able to find one dress..

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Brunei has less entertainment around.. Let me show you Brunei's LEGAL karaoke place.. This place is locate in an Arcade.. yea.. Arcade -___- It's call K-BOX..

The screen

The first time I went there with Jason

Second time with my Nicole

The tiny room states only maximum of 3 people is allow in it..

BUT sometime you can see the room pack as sandwich trying to fit in and enjoy.. When I saw such situation I shall close my mouth up real hard to stop my laugh bursting out.. wth..

The buttons

Many choices

The song choices aren't bad.. Some of it are up to date.. and the sound system is quite fine too.. One thing that sucks is the microphone not working well..

The speakers.. in the tiny room.. wth

By the way peeps, you have to have exchange your money for token inorder to sing.. wth.. -___- haha.. so funny ok.. but quite fun too.. =p

Father's Day

It's Father's Day today.. Happy Father's Day to all Dad's on Earth.. =D I'm still thinking of where to go for dinner tonight.. My brothers are not around so we won't be having a big feast.. hehe..

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*sighs* I have to worry about my presentation very Friday.. And EVERY Friday before my presentation I get so nervousssss and my headache appears.. and you won't know how I feel with my headache.. So pain until I want to break open my head.. =X Got to remind myself to RELAX~~~~...

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Today I have been home catching up with my dramas again.. hehe.. and youtubing at the same time.. haha.. I suggest we all should have two days off instead of one day.. One day only where got enough to rest?? haha.. Totally not enough ok.. Well, for those workaholic one you can continue to work without off day.. We the non workaholics one need two days.. hohoho.. =p

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and WHAT THE HECK things increase in Malaysia so seriously.. Price get double? I'm not living in Malaysia but my heart pity the people back home.. Did they not think of the outcome? Did they not think people will steal more? Did they not consider about the poor?

I KNOW that when fuel increase things and food stuff got to increase but WTH why double up? In such a short period of time things goes double up and how the people accept the fact? How the poor accept? Rice is human most important food.. The price increase so badly what will the poor eat? Not everyone afford expensive rice and other food stuffs.. The people salary does not even increase how to expect people to live to that pressure living standard? Malaysia please care for the people..

Happy Birthday to the Princes of my heart

Wa.. wa.. IBS's prom night is coming.. hehe.. I miss the old time spend at the prom night.. How time pass.. Hey babes.. Why not we get a table for us the senior huh? crash with the junior haha.. Like old times.. Let's consider girls.. *wink*

Jennifer.. I miss our office hour chatting session babe.. I'm totally not knowing what you have been up to.. My sense tell me there is a new love already lo.. hehe.. Not sure when we are going to meet to chat up.. I hope soon.. but then I have been down to Miri this month quite alot because of my brothers so I'm not sure if I will appear in Miri soon or not.. =D

Tze.. We both being bored in our own places.. but I know you dream of freedom the most.. hehe.. It's alright I know you curi go Miri happy one la.. haha.. Haven't see you for quite awhile too.. Even on MSN as I seldom log in this few nights.. Even if I log in it's very late.. Miss the both of you..

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I always hate the people who bully the weak one.. I hate hate hate seeing it.. I pity those especially in schools.. Why the heck some people like to play prank and laugh at those weak one.. Fun meh? stupid la.. They are human being also ok.. If you happen to dislike or annoy by a particular person you can just keep your mouth shut.. Who the hell ask you to disturb or talk to them? Did they ruin your life? You think they like being hate or dislike? wth.. Idiot people who think of themselves only not bother the other's being hurt by that they have done.. and NO I was never bully in school nor I bully others.. wth you think I'm that stupid to waste my time bully people? Use your head, you immature idiots..

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Anyway.. Enuf enuf Enough, Let me greet the twins of my heart (even they always give me headache, both of them are still important to me) "HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the both of You".. As your wicked sister all I wish is the both of you shall have a mature brain, take care well of yourself, take and understand things seriously from now on, study well for your own future, wish the both of you success in life and not stick to games all the time and please don't make me old by worrying too much of the both of you.. Is my request that difficult? haha.. Enjoy yourselves in Kuching..

My idea of heavan

"You have to be patient for good things to happen" and a friend has prove this theory to me well.. I'm happy for her.. I guess it's her fate to meet a good one and now they are engage.. I guess that's how God wants her to meet her soulmate.. I wish her happiness..

I have been feeling lazy this few days.. =p The new job is still alright.. Sometime do get bored.. This is the path I'm going? I'm not sure too.. I don't even know what is my strength and what I actually love doing.. Quite confuse with myself.. -__-

I never thought I'd get here
I was so far away
I didn't believe in love
Thought it was just a game people play
Everything changed when I met you
I touched your hand
You took my heart
And you led me to a better place
Just the two of us in the dark

I never thought you'd get here
Why'd you make me wait?
But when I looked into your eyes
I recognized you were my fate
I'd been living in a lonely shell
With no windows to the world
How in God's name did you find
the lone star's loneliest girl?

In Heaven love is everywhere
There is no pain there are no tears
In Heaven love lasts forever
It doesn't disappear

This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
This is my idea of Heaven nothing else I'd rather do
To feel you heart beating
To feel our lips meeting

This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you

-My idea of Heaven, Leigh Nash-

Love are everywhere in Heaven and it lasts.. Why not it lasts in this human world too? I do believe there will be.. It's somewhere out there..

Ain't right feeling..

*blurrrrrrrrr* Feeling so cold tonight.. It has been raining non-stop for about three hours by now.. I keep looking out the window.. Making sure I don't see floods.. *sighs*

The house is so quietttttt.... Both of my brothers are in Kuching right now, and when I return back from work, as I enter my house the feeling just ain't right.. I miss having my brothers around.. *sighs* This feeling isn't nice at all.. I no likeeeeeyyy... =( OMG how wil I cope when the youngest prince really leave home for studies too?? *sob sob* so saddddd... =(

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I had dinner with Rachael and her Family just now.. Albert caught alot of big and fresh fishes, so he always invite Ling and Rachael other colleagues for dinner.. I seldom eat fish at home.. Maybe due to my Queen cooking skill isn't so great like all my friend's mother..

Well, as a daugther what can I complain huh? My dad doesn't even cook.. And you can't except me to learn from my Queen le.. My mama is a working mum so that is why she do not have the time to cook more or learn other dishes.. Her office working hour are long.. and I know she is very very tired.. So sometime when I was having dinner at some of my friends house really makes me happy and feel warm.. I do bear in mind to find a guy who can cook.. wth.. haha.. =D

careless

Damn unlucky.. *sobs sobs* I made a very big mistake with my brothers air ticket to Kuching today.. I bought the wrong date.. -_______- Ends up they need to spend another total for both at RM608 for a new ticket to get on plane.. stupid MAS bloody money eater.. -____- I feel so bad with it.. haiz.. Why am I so careless? sadddd... -____- =( =( =( =( =( =(..........

Presentation tomorrow

Sorry peeps.. I know I have been lost.. hehe.. What a busy week..

Last Friday 30/5/2008 the company has a gathering dinner.. It was fun but I don't like when the guys get drunk.. When this few guys get drunk they touch ladies...!!! wth O_o..!! I avoid the drunkies the whole night.. But all was good.. It was a great time for me to get along well with the other colleagues..

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31/5/2008, I went shopping with Angel, and the Prince return for holiday again.. It was a public holiday..!! yippeeee.. I spend so much, wallet dry out again.. wth.. Last year, when I was still at the old company.. No holiday.. I work but have OT la.. so both has it's pros and cons.. One I relax and spend my money, One I stress out and earn money.. o_O

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1/6/2008, Nicole was in Brunei.. So a meet up with her was a must.. hehe.. I spend my day at The Mall.. Nicole's brother has a booth set up there to promote his shop's laptop.. 7" tiny laptop.. Nicole was there to help out, and her outcome there she told me she didn't see much Chinese.. -___- I totally agree..

Later in the evening I went Swimming with Angel.. Wow, it's like more than half a year I have not step in the Stadium's Swimming pool.. And I was impress with myself.. My swimming skill DID FINALLY improve..!! I'm so happy.. *sob sob* I actually move around in the water so much that I kind of sense my body losing some fats.. wth.. haha..

But then I gain my fats as I went for dinner with my favourite Jun and Winnie.. Jun won a mini sport bike from the DST roadshow at KB and with I can't wait to see and sit on it..!! =)

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2/6/2008, The women back for holiday from Kuala Lumpur..!! who else Wei Ru? Clemence la.. Just a few days she's back.. So from Monday onward until last night I have been out until late.. Why until last night huh? hehe.. Because the women went back Miri today already.. We did went to catch the movie FOOL's GOLD.. About treasure hunting but more towards the love and comedy.. So not bad, I know it's funny..

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Tarot cards are such a fascinating thing to explore.. I have always been quite interest in Tarots card.. A women told me Tarot cards is more spiritual and I was surprise by my cards as they are much accurate.. It actually helps me to gain back some confident and hope.. The time has come, I'm ready to let it all go..

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I took a nap just now after work.. Didn't realise I slept for more than an hour.. I was feeling sleepy the whole day, so torturing that I have to keep my eyes wide awake when my head is about to reach my table.. wth.. I pray that no one notice me..

And I have a presentation tomorrow.. I don't know will I survive it.. *sighs* Wish me luck.. bye peeps.. *off to prepare my notes now*

Needs Strength to be Strong

My confident drops just now.. I receive the thing with surprise.. I wasn't ready I guess.. I didn't know I would get it that way.. Without notice.. So I just accept it without thinking much.. Then I sat down and look at it in my hand..

That wasn't what I have expected all this while.. I have excepted it to be higher.. I thought I will be getting what I want.. I swallow down the tears with hurt.. My doubt seem to have sensed by them and so I was called to talk about it.. Turns out there happen to be some miscommunication.. I have no idea as I wasn't confirm by it before..

I can't force and they surely won't give me what I want now.. But I feel better now as I have get things clear out.. I didn't realise that they look highly on me and Expecting more from me.. I have to work hard to achieve again.. I hope I won't get disappoint anymore.. As I have already focus the entire thing so hard in me.. I wish I won't be ill treated.. I wish..

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Friends do change even if it's someone you have known since years back.. When the both of you were still young, the two of you click so well.. Both were still being naive.. There wasn't the word fake or selfish or unfriendly.. Who knows after years of not keeping in touch and one day the both of you met back.. And things at first do goes smoothly.. Then you will start to realise things are not going well anymore.. You start to see the word of selfish and ends up feeling like a fool.. A fool who thought it was still like back in those old days when mind are still naive..

what a speed we have

WTH.....!!! How I wish I'm in some country with extreme fast Internet connection...!!! The line in Brunei really sucks big time, and what a shame our line here know as BROADBAND..!!!

I spend my whole Sunday today at home trying to watch Taiwan drama online.. and so stupid the episodes took so damnnnn loooonnnggggg to load.. and It totally make me so moodless to watch..

That why I have always prefer to directly buy DVD's rather than watching it online or downloading it.. COZ IT TAKES SO LONG TO COMPLETE..!! *Y&^%#$@#@#**&^&%#* *take deep breath* alright I feel at least abit better now.. and shall continue to wait for the series to load.. wth.. I feel so exciting watching online, who knows the connection turns out really bad like this..

Oh well, I just hope the speed shall improve soooonnnnnn.. If it ever gets to improve la.. wth.. =p

Jeffrey: Baby sis.. you had the look and body what.. you are just TOO PICKY..!
Momo: -__- I don't think so.. hahaha... =p

bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were then times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

-Mariah Carey-Bye Bye-


I really miss alot of people.. People who I can't bear to say bye bye to all the time after seeing them and knowing it's time to leave..
No matter it's my brother going out from home,
No matter it's from any of my family or relatives,
No matter it's a best friend who went to KL,
No matter it's the bunch of good friends who I love and care about in Miri,
No matter it's a friend who are overseas,
No matter it's the group of old colleagues,
No matter it's saying to the person I love,
I do get sad even if it's a simple goodbye..
People I love and care are mostly away from me..
Why do they have to be so far? Far that when I needed their ears, their shoulder, their warm hugs, I just can't have it..