I think I'm having a slight hangover now.. It wasn't in the plan to drank last night, but timing appeared and I needed some chill moment with friends.. I'm thankful for it..
I knew the news will come, I thought I was prepared for it because I already let go since it's like 4 freaking years.. But then I underestimate my heart and mind, they went weak on me! haha.. sighs.. ofcause It's a happy news.. but he found his fate, I haven't found mine.. all ex are married! hold on, left Nicholas I think.. lol
Raynal played the song 五月天-你不是真正的快樂 and shout out '拿得起放得下', in my head I answered; I already let go, I'm just a sentimental person and I'm alright.. :) Anyway, goods things are waiting ahead of me!! cheers~