Sunday, June 28, 2009

29 & 30 June 2009


Unluckily our house got break in last night.. or should I say early this morning when me & my family were sleeping.. The thief took down a small window (plus window frame!!!) downstairs, climb in and leave with the front door.. curse you thief!!

Thank God that we are not hurt.. My mum left her handbag in the living room, they took all the cash away only.. Thank God that they didn't went into our room.. damn scary thinking about it.. curse you thief!

We direct call up the owner and police to report.. and I didn't expect that the Police came fast to our house.. Report, finger-print, pictures all done.. I hope they catch those bloody thieves.. Pray that our neighbourhood be save.. As according to the Police, our house is the 3rd or 4th house gotten break in already.. curse you thief!

This incident really freaks me out.. I never thought this will happen.. damn creepy lo.. Knowing the thieves has been watching for sometime.. EEEEEEE...!!! Super creepy.. and scary.. feeling so insecure now.. =( I just wish this incident will never happen anymore.. curse you thief!

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I have been told a long story.. and it was sad.. Both side pour out everything.. from the first meeting until how hurt it was at the end.. I smile when I saw those pair of eyes lit up when I said how I notice those eyes were on me in the crowd during the second time we met after half a year..

I know there won't be decision made.. I don't dare to hope for anything.. I'm scare the more I hope, the stronger the disappointment get.. Both has it's own fault.. is it too late for us to know? I think so.. =(

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Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

-Eyes on Me by Faye Wong-

Friday, June 26, 2009

Quick visit to Consumer Fair 2009

I manage to drop by ICC for the Consumer Fair just now during lunch hour.. I rush there from home.. ends up there, have difficulty in breathing and my heart pump so fast.. "bip po bip po"?? haha.. but I wonder or is it because I saw someone there? hmmm... no answer..

ANYWAY.. So happy to go there.. Because I see my lovely friends under one roof~~ hehe.. Siew, Eve, SY, Chu, Ray, Rue, Wendy, Joan, Dan, Kath, Lisa and P.sing.. CHIEN mana uuu?? hehe.. Oh.. and Royce.. and Tim was there.. haha.. =p

Hmm.. I suspect I go there to see friends instead of the products people are promoting there.. Nevermind... lalala..

I purchase cheap promotion facial treatment from Lisa.. muhahaha.. and One packet of chips from Joan.. Well.. At least one packet better than Ray and Rue.. NOTHING.. haha.. and by the way Daniel Wong is the new staff of Hui Huang.. hohohozz.. I wonder if he get good pay? haha.. =p

Okkk... can't blog long.. need to quick quick finish up my work.. ciaozz...

Congrats Loreen =)

Just another random post..

OMG....!!! King of Pop Michael Jackson dead?? yes.. it's true.. wow, sudden hit by this shocking news.. According to news, it may be due to heart attack.. MJ left at the age of 50, rest in peace.. =(

See.. life.. people can just left suddenly.. I want to live life to the fullest from now on, no no I should spend all my money away.. wth.. NO la.. haha.. anyway.. cherish your loves one people.. *love you all*

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H1N1 case is increasing.. rapidly.. sighs.. what's with this virus spreading around, sound serious.. to all, please stay healthy.. Seek immediate treatment if you are down with flu, fever and cough together.. I think I'm going to purchase a mask soon.. hehe..

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Transformer 2 is out.. and I heard it's good.. I can't wait to watch.. I wonder when I will be free to watch.. haha.. =p

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I will be off to Miri after work today.. Going to attend Loreen's wedding dinner.. Going away, to clear my mind.. *eventhough one day only* haha..~~ to catch up with Nicole.. Jita.. Jennifer.. CCH.. Shirley.. I miss you all alot.. maybe I should just move down to Miri with you all.. *think deep* hehe.. and ofcoz to visit my brother.. Pity him still staying alone.. hiak hiak.. =p

I don't know.. should I come back on Saturday? or I stay until Sunday? OHHH.. I just remember..!! Ah How birthday is next week.. *what to buy.. what to buy =S*

Anyway.. Congrats to Loreen and her husband on this day.. Their special day.. =)

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You have told me your feelings..
but sadly..
we can't do anything about it..
I don't know what is our next step..
should we just forget about it?
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Want to, but I can’t help it
It’s got me stuck between my dreams and what is real
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowing that I won't
Think of it every second
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
And it’s all because of you
-By NeYo-

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I don't want to.. a nice song =)

I really don't feel like talking on the phone
And I really don't feel like company at home
Lately I don't want to do the things I used to do
I really don't feel like smiling anymore
And I haven't had the peace to sleep at all
Ever since you went away
My whole life has changed
I don't want to love and I don't want to live
I don't wanna laugh, I don't wanna play
I don't wanna talk, I have nothing to say
I don't want to tour, forget this show and how can I go on
Now that you are gone
And I don't want to sing another love song
I don't want to hum another melody
I don't want to live my life without you
It's driving me crazy
"I don't want to by Toni Braxton"

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

You are making my <3 move

"Sometime we are afraid to face some situation..
Situation which we would prefer to avoid..
Avoid isn't right..
Right or wrong, happy or hurt so then..
Then at the end we still have the face the problem and solve it..
It ain't easy.. I know"
-by Patricia who just want to smile-

Monday, June 22, 2009

Function by My Beauty Face Workshop

Dinner last night was alright.. Liza's company private function..

I was there to support Liza, thanks to Dan and Joan for accompanying me.. you two spend B$20/person to this function for me.. *hugs!* I was suppose to go alone actually.. At the end Evelyn was looking for people to go with too.. hehe..

For me, I did enjoy lo~~ ^^

**I don't know why you still care,
when I feel it isn't right from you,
you show that you care too much,
this really isn't right**

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Father's Day 2009

It's Father Day's~~ Went for breakfast at Lucky Resto with my family.. Food wasn't that tasty today.. tsk tsk..

I log in blogger.. and I have alot of post in drafts status.. drafts for the past few days.. I don't know why.. I don't have the mood to blog.. My Internet connection has been working for weeks actually.. hehe..

Everynight I wanted to blog but I end up falling asleep before I start typing.. hehe.. I guess I'm too tired from work.. at the same time wasn't feeling well too.. I keep forgetting taking my cough medicine.. =S Thank God I'm much better already..

*sighs* I have other things on my mind too.. I reach home hmmm... early this morning *ehem ehem* and I just couldn't sleep well.. It's almost noon now...!! I need to force myself to sleep.. atleast get some sleep, tonight have function le.. *sighs* I'm going to look like panda tonight.. =S

I was shock to see my Pr.6 photo actually been post up on facebook by Ady Merlina.. haha. I only remember her name when I saw on FB..

*click* can you spot me? hehe.. wow.. I didn't realise I manage to stay in touch with 11 of my ex-classmate..

I can't help smiling looking at the class photo.. I didn't even realise half of them are active on FB and currently in Brunei..!! *sighs* we all changed and we are getting OLD.. haha..

Last night.. Went to Kim's house.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!
Then attend Jia Kang & Choong's B-day party with Wendy..

Fights and arguments sometime do occur between drunkies.. Why can't drunkie puke and sleep instead of making trouble.. Luckily I'm like a death log when I'm drunk..

I think I will sleep better now.. My smile just appear.. ^^ OK.. I want to blog more.. but it's noon I really need to sleep.. Good day all..!! =)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009


I received something from one of our customer today.. It's an ordinary gift, but it was special.. Special because a little surprise and gift can just make my day.. Thanks!!! =)

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If I can see, I can differentiate the black and white in front of me..
If I can see, I can drive you around while holding your hands..
If I can see, my life would be different..
You are my pair of eyes..
Giving me courage..
Helping me see the world which is right infront of me..


I have been busy arranging my room.. Left 7 boxes need to be unpack.. So lazy to unpack all.. I think by next month only I will finish all this unpacking.. hiak hiak.. ^^,

O' well, nothing much happen lately.. I don't have the mood to blog actually..

I want to blog about my feelings but I don't think I can.. =S

I have to think of more secretive ways to blog.. hehe..

I'm still coughing lo.. I think it's because I always forget to take my medicine.. yieks.. no one remind me to eat bah.. =p

I bought a standing lamp yesterday.. Loving it..!! hehe.. I put it by my bed.. It's RED-PINK.. LOVELY.. hehe.. I left work early yesterday and went to First emporium to buy bulbs for my new lamp, as I was about to left the store a doraemon caught my attention.. Not any ordinary doraemon.. It's a Qin tian wa wa - doraemon version.. CUTE.. I didn't expect I will see something like that.. haha..

Okkkkk got to go get ready for work.. Sien.. I don't want to work.. =S and I just notice I have a box of shoes needs to be unpack badly.. *off to clear that box* Have a nice day people...!! =)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

On some particular day.. I'm thinking of you

Good Morning~~

Oh my.. I have not update for a week.. yikes.. I didn't realise.. No wonder my readers has gone crazy and complain for update fast.. =p

Last night I purposely stay home to blog.. Ends up I cough badly and I went to bed early to rest instead.. sighs, I'm sick people.. still sick.. Flu and cough.. I hate it.. Thank God I took medicine before I'm down with fever.. Being sick is no fun..

Anyway, I don't even know what to blog about already.. Let me think.. what have happen for the past week.. Can I skip blogging? I'm lazy to think.. Sick people should be excuse from blogging.. lalala..

OK I blog..

**On some particular day..

I went to Kuala Lurah with Kath the driver, Stephen the cute one, Wendy the crazy one and Micheal the one-who-protect-you from drunk men.. haha.. ofcourse not to forget Siew, Kim and Rainie who join us later on.. That night was the second time I went to the famous Kuala Lurah *alcohol area*.. hehe.. The first time I went was when the place is still OLD.. Now it's NEW and it's way BETTER..

**On some particular day..

It was Ray and Eve's one month anniversary.. I saw happy Eve holding a bouquet of pretty lilies.. I was surprise one month has passed.. so fast, without us realising.. and Eve had tummy pain that night.. I was quite worry seeing her unable to stand or walk properly.. Good that she is fine already.. =)

**On some particular day..

Took leave and drove my mum and brothers down to Miri.. Register for college and arrange my youngest brother's accommodation.. Patrick is now in Miri, he is all alone in his new hostel.. pity him.. no Internet connection again, me and my brothers can't live without Internet connection.. hehe.. I hope everything will be fine for him there.. Both of my brothers are now away for study, the house is super quiet without them.. =S

**On some particular day..

Went to Marul birthday party with P.sing, SY and others.. I see things which surprise me.. SHOCK actually but still fun.. hehe.. My foot hurts, my leg sore from dancing with my uncomfy heels.. =S

On weekend........ -To be continue- haha.. I need to work now.. Good day people.. *hugs* =)

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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
-Katy Perry "Thinking of you"-

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

with CONNIE =p


I'm at Gripps~~ with my chabo CONNIE.. and I lub her.. HAHA.. *wth she is laughing at me now lo* hmpfff... haha.. =p

OK.. update is done.. HAHA.. =p

Monday, June 01, 2009

June 2009 - Yesterday and Today

June has arrive..~~

This month I'm going to start my sales visit alone..

Today is holiday, tomorrow is work.. I want holiday.. I don't want to work..!!! hehe..

Today is Ching birthday.. Happy Birthday Ching..!!

Today I woke up late, ate lunch at Excapade, online at Funbread, disturb Rueburn who is going to have his exam tomorrow *HAHA*, disturb chien for awhile because she busy with her study, for the first time chat so much with SY, listen to P.sing's talk about her hair, went to look for more stuff for the new house..

OKOK.. I don't know what to blog about bah.. I need to type something if not my readers will say I did not update.. haha.. AND I know what I have do today must be boring right, will I don't feel boring at all.. haha.. How I wish I can online whole day.. I just found that I can't live without Internet connection.. wth.. =p

See without connection I have to blog so long like my post below.. haha.. =p

I don't want my holiday to end..!!

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Yesterday.. I slept at 8 am after sending my brother to work.. yea morning.. I saw pretty misty sky.. =)

Yesterday.. I went Swimming with Elaine.. Thanks for accompany me babe.. I miss swimming with SY and Chu.. Actually I miss how they leave me in the middle of the deep deep water feeling helpless, forcing me to float.. which actually work.. haha.. I still need to practice la.. =p

Yesterday.. After Swimming went to McDonald for fries and ice-cream.. wth =S

Yesterday.. After McD, we went shopping at The Mall.. And I bought SHOE.. We both actually stop ourselves from spending, but ends up the shoe look so good on us that we bought the same pair and left the shop happy.. I love my new shoe ALOT.. haha..

Yesterday.. After shopping, Joan&Daniel call for a short tea, so I went for tea..

Yesterday.. After a nice ice-blended vanilla drink, I went off for dinner with Wen Yi and her friends at Shabu-Shabu..

Yesterday.. After dinner follow Wen Yi and the rest to Cue-X snooker again.. Saw Dao ming and I was filled with alot of updates.. hehe..

Yesterday.. After Cue-X I went to the Arch, because I didn't want to go home yet..

Yesterday.. I look after a drunk pig..

Today.. I wonder why sometime things can be simple but it can ends up being complicated too.. I shall keep Elaine words in my mind, don't think too much and let things flow naturally..



I spend my Saturday night with my family.. Hmm.. well, actually not the whole night with my family.. haha..

So yesterday after our move-house thing, I didn't want to disappoint my mum since she is in a very good mood.. At last minute before the clock strike 5pm I decide to accompany her shopping instead..

The moving house thing is really troublesome and tiring..!! I'm glad that it has end but there are more to do still.. like UNPACKING.. sighs.. Spend time packing, ends up unpacking also.. See moving house is really troublesome.. =S

But atleast now my family and I don't have to get panic when it starts to rain heavily..

The youngest Prince.. My spoil brother will be starting his college next month.. Which is like next week.. Need to bring him to arrange his studies stuff next week too.. His studies isn't well, so I hope he really put effort at improving himself..

After shopping with my mum, I went for tea session with Wen Yi and her friends.. Since I cancel my trip to Miri - invited by SY and P.sing.. =) "Sorry babes, I will go again soon ok.." And Chien is sick and busy with her study.. Joseph put me aeroplane.. I'm all alone.. *start to sing.. 'All by myself............'* haha.. =p Joke joke..

And so back to my tea session topic.. There is this guy who I newly introduce to, last night randomly said to me.. "I think I seen you somewhere before.. you are on FB right? your surname is **** right? Oh.. you are that Patricia..!!"

I stare at him with my eyes wide open and nod my head feeling blur blur.. "Yup yup, I'm that Patricia on FB.. Do I look different from my pictures?" and we both just laughed.. So awkward yet funny.. =p

After tea I end up following them to Cue-X snooker and they play, me there steal their Wi-Fi, which I have said on my post below.. haha.. I saw alot of other friends there, who I have not see for quite awhile.. One of them is Choon, when we saw each other we just start talking and talking.. We had so much to say to each other.. I didn't except to bump into him there.. =p

Then after I'm done talking to choon and stealing the Wi-Fi.. I continue talking but with Lun.. haha.. According to Lun, after knowing me, he then understand why alot of people say I'm a good and nice.. *wuuuuuu~~~~ I'm always good and nice one la.. ehem ehem.. haha.. ^^*

Have you ever felt..

That just by seeing that particular person and you will just smile..

Smile without any reason..

The feeling is just simple..