Thursday, April 30, 2009

Pictures from sport and my Labuan trip

Random Pictures..

We play badminton seriously

We take picture seriously =p

We play volleyball seriously until the ball ends up there..

So serious until the staff at Harun gym has to climb all the way up to get the ball down.. *hint hint.. blame the three guys above* =p

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Pictures - The Labuan Trip

I was surprise to see the new ferry terminal.. The last time I went to labuan was 4 years ago, and I remember the old ferry terminal was dark and hot.. This is good.. hehe..

Our ride to fun

The bright sunny day and waves

What I do in the boat.. Bought it during my trip to Kuala Lumpur..

Strap for my phone.. cute isn't it??? =p

Labuan terminal

The evening view from our apartment

Dark already when we reach our apartment..

Our dinner.. HOT.. =S

The happy and fun place.. POPIN

The band.. When it's still early..


The crowds from Brunei make the place happening.. hehe..

Back to the apartment at 2am

The next morning.. Good view..!! =)

And we say goodbye happily.. =D

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

IMPORTANT: For this post ONLY.. =p

I had too much for dinner tonight.. super full..!! =D

I ask Ping Sing to accompany me for dinner, since she is so free.. hehe.. We went to the Arch and it was her first time there.. First time..!!! hehe.. =p

I was very stress out at work today.. Everyone in the office were moody.. Especially the boss.. Pressure was shoot at very one.. *sighs* Never ending work.. =(

BUT now I'm feeling happy because one of my friend just said I look like a Korean lady..

AND....!! I just remember that the other day the Complain King aka *ehem* The Handsome One *ehem* FOR THIS POST ONLY OK, praise my MSN picture look pretty.. HAHAHA..

He seldom praise people one lo.. So I totally believe him this time.. haha.. Well other than him, Chris, Wei Ru, Tze, Chien, Siew and so on~~~ also said pretty.. =p OKKK.. I'm not going to change my MSN picture from now on.. lalalala.. NO la..!! Ofcourse I will still change.. I have hundred or is it thousand?? of my vain pictures to change ok.. hohoho.. =p

Goodnight all.. =D

Monday, April 27, 2009

With me at a mini fashion show

Me: What should I blog about?
Chien: ??? huh??? How I know??
Me: Aiyo.. Lousy answer..
Chien: T.T.. blog about what you learn la.. Go ask Ray.. He has alot of idea tu..

Me: What should I blog about?
Wei Ru: Haha..!! Blog until nothing to blog about huh?? Just blog about your daily life.. or go travel more and blog..!!

Me: What should I blog about?
Tze: how I know?? haha..!! I done my blog.. Simply write nia..
Me: Aiyo.. lousy answer also.. hehe..

Me: What should I blog about?
Joan: hahahahaha..... LOL....
Me: what?? LOL?? That's it?? OKOK..

Me: What should I blog about?
Chu Chu: how I know?? hmmm... blog about what you have do..

Me: What should I blog about?
Dan: Blog about me being poison by smile..
Me: OKKKK... hahaha..

Me: What should I blog about?
Ray: Blog about my neighbour.. HAHA..!! (only chien and dan will understand this)
Me: -________-!!!

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Yesterday I follow Joan to "Le Orient" at Kiulap to watch a mini fashion show.. Watch Siew and Jing jing model.. good.. hehe.. Siew look very cool.. Thanks Siew and Joan for the invite.. =D

Well.. The models: Mummy and Daughter all look pretty.. Siew and Jing jing were great.. Clothes of "Le Orient" look fab.. The food is also GOOD...!! Especially the chicken pie from Country Patch..!! hehehe.. =p It was a good show.. =)

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I don't want this moment to ever end
Where every things nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where every things nothing without you

-With me by Sum 41-

This song is good..!!! Sound familiar?? hehe.. It's from Gossip Girls.. =)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

short short post

I'm feeling so lazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyy.. Ate alot today making me feel like a pig and wants to continue eating later but can't.. force to play badminton later.. My friends find me fat.. tsk tsk tsk.. =p

Got something to read le? haha.. I'm tired.. Blog other time.. =p

Friday, April 24, 2009

Friday.. 24-4-2009

I'm awake.. It's 5.45am.. Morning people..

Seeing my laptop still switch on, I fell asleep while online again..

I check out the calender again.. and it's still the month of April..!! Why is it still the month of April when I feel like weeks and weeks has gone by.. oh well.. One week to go..

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I like this song.. I like the guy singer too.. Khalil Fong.. His songs and voice is good.. and his songs are about love..

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When a guy like a girl.. Things a guy will do in order to win the girl's heart.. Sweet..

When a guy breaks up with a girl.. Things a guy will do and said to leave.. Cruel..

The before and after is really scary.. This is guy going after a girl.. Girl going after a guy is also the same.. complicated..

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Volleyball is quite a nice game.. Well, I don't really like it but still acceptable.. You need alot of strength to hit the ball.. Which I'm not good at.. My right wrist and arm are still in pain.. huuuu.... it's such a painful game.. hehe..

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Whenever I found out.. I don't know how am I going to face it.. One part of me, wish that to aviod.. Another part, wish to face it.. I don't know how far or how strong my heart can take it.. sighs..

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I found out 'la-mi' / 'rummy' is fun.....!! And it's easy.. ahh... EH.. wait the counting part is not easy.. T_T

Back in college, Nicholas taught me once but I couldn't really absord that time.. But now I have three expert to teach me.. should I be happy?? This three are teaching me how to gamble.. -____- oh.. nevermind.. I'm happy~~ haha.. =D

One of the expert

No.. this cute dog is not one of the expert la.. His owner is.. cute dog look familiar right?? hehe..
oppsss... I dont have the third expert pic to post.. hehe..

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Got to get ready for work now.. suddenly feel so lazy.. *wink* =p

Thursday, April 23, 2009

It might be you

On Monday.. 20/4/2009..

Went to this Northern Thai Cuisine Restaurant known as Nur Wanita.. At first I thought it's a normal Malay restaurant.. hehe..

So I'm going to post pictures only.. hehe.. Anyway.. The food is alright.. The service is good.. I want to go back and try their noodles.. Look nice..

OMG.. I just realise I don't know the names of the food.. When I arrive at the restaurant the food has been ordered and all I have to do is eat.. =D AND THANKS SY!!

This picture is what I like the most about the restaurant.. They have this pole thing for us ladies to put our handbag.. NICE....!! hehe.. No la.. =p

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Staying in tonight.. with my TV and Laptop.. Multi-tasking.. hehe.. and I found a good song.. Meaningful lyrics.. It might be you.. <3

Favourite bracelet lost and gone T_T

Dodo, I have lost the white-gold bracelet you gave me for my 22nd birthday.. =(

I never took it off but because we were playing volleyball tonight so I took it off.. I'm so sure I put it in my pocket because I put it together with my pink crystal bracelet..

I only realise it's gone after we left the gym at the dark jetty.. My pink crystal bracelet is still here.. and I wish it was the pink bracelet gone instead..

All I can think of is;

If I didn't play volleyball then I won't lost it..
If I insist I don't want play then I won't lost it..
If I didn't go to the gym then I won't lost it..
If If If If If If If..... goes on...

and I stop with the IF thinking..

I calm myself down and re-think.. What's the use thinking about IF this and that.. It's gone and thinking about it won't bring it back.. T_T

One part of me is angry with myself for being clumsy.. One part of me feel really sad that it's gone because it's something sentimental-value for me.. Eventhough the bracelet look simple, simple doesn't matter because it meant alot to me and I love it alot.. Now looking down at my wrist.. It's empty.. So sad..

I guess the bracelet is fated to be gone.. gone, gone, gone....... T_T

Lost and Gone T_T
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Sorry guys for making you all worry when I disappear to look for the bracelet at the dark car park without telling..

Sorry I hope I didn't scare you all when I cry suddenly.. T_T

Chien, Ray and Dan.. Thanks for helping me search for it..

Thanks for trying to cheer me up, the way Ray get 'suan' talk-attack by Joan really helps..

But the best thing was when I receive SMSes from each of you just now, I smile and Thank God for blessing me with lovable friends..


Sunday, April 19, 2009

Labuan is HOT

Back from Labuan..

Labuan is freaking hot hot.......!!!!! So hot that I end up spending all my money on buying lots of ice-cream to eat.. T_T

Hehe.. Not all my money la.. I wasted some on buying a new bedsheet.. not any ordinary looking bedsheet ok.. Super cute ones.. BUT Jenn guess what..!! It's not in PINK....!!!! haha..

I don't even know why I'm buying it since I don't have a bed at the moment.. It's just cheap.. very very cheap.. and I think I should get that bed I saw another day... huuuuuu~~~ $$$$.... T_T

I know.. I'm so unique that I bought bedsheets at Labuan and not their most popular cheap cheap alcohol and chocolate.. T_T

Oh well.. We had a good trip.. Last night was hmm... crazy?? We dance and scream as if we were the only people at the club.. One of my colleague even share the limelight singing on stage with the band performing there.. We all dance until our feet couldn't support and went to hunt for massage center today..

The band last night were great.. They sang great songs and the DJ spins great music.. One of the DJ is super cool...!!! =) And I found out that other than me liking to look at guys who play the piano and guitar.. I think guys who play drums are super cool..!!!! =D

We stay at a service apartment which is nice.. The view is terrific.. I share a bed with Blu and for the first time.. I kick and move around alot.. =p

Okok.. I better stop now.. I haven't stop sneezing since I wake up today.. Terrible nose I have.. and I'm still feeling hot.. I better sit under the air-con and rest.. shall post pictures when I'm not lazy.. lalala... =p

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By the way the reason is solve~~ Thank God that it wasn't crap and lies.. =) *I hope so*

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Short weekend to Labuan =)

Yeahhh~~ It's a happy day because it's Saturday...!! =D

And guess what I found out today while driving to work..?? My eye sight is not badly blur...!! and it's becuase I sleep early..!! hohoho.. OK.. I sense there might be people who want to hit me on the head.. haha..

I really need to force myself to bed early.. I will tryyyyyyy~~~.... =p

I will be off to Labuan this afternoon.. wuhuuu... A short escape weekend.. Sponsor by the company.. wuhuuu... The stress people are going to de-stress.. haha..

I hope we all have fun.. =D

Friday, April 17, 2009

Crap and Lies

I believe that was the real reason.. Only then I found out it wasn't.. My thoughts went mess up.. Images and words all went blur.. I couldn't think well.. How I wish I could freeze the pain which is starting to form in my heart.. I wish I didn't knew.. I really wish..

At the end the reasons are all the same.. crap and lies.. The cards were right.. It wasn't worth to stay.. Not worth at all..

I don’t know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can’t see straight
My muscles feel like a malee
My body curled in a u shape
I put on my best but I’m still afraid

Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world
I'm only gere for a while
But patience is not my style
And I’m so tired I got to go

What am I suppose to want now
What am I suppose to do
Did you really think I wouldn’t see this through
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still tired to care and I got to go

= by Stone sour – Zzyzx Rd =

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Satay after Badminton T_T

Thank God that my arms still can reach and move my mouse at work.. hehe.. My arms muscle are still feeling abit sore from badminton last night..

I think the last time I played badminton was like 3 years ago..? hehe.. And I'm still not good at it.. =p Happy that I sweat so much as if 1kg were lost.. hehe.. but that 1kg return when I ate satay after the game.. wth.. T_T

But the satay was good...!! =D

Monday, April 13, 2009

cold cold day

I woke up this morning with a pain on my right knee.. I don't know how or where the pain came from.. But I know I had a dream.. Another scary dream..

I dreamt about a friend who at one minute was talking to me, another minute he was killed.. =S and I just keep on crying and crying.. In my dream, I called up ah How.. Told him what happened and continue on crying..

Sighs.. Scary~~ I dislike dreaming about people dying.. I don't know what sort of sign it's about.. Just hope that he is well and fine..

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Currently at Kim's place.. Using his boardband modem to online.. Not bad this boardband thing.. small and easy..

Kim, Siew, Jade and Kat are busy with MJ-ness.. While me and Eve are busy with our laptop-ness.. =p

It's been raining since afternoon and I think it has stopped by now.. It better stop, I don't want to worry about the floods.. =S

The house thingy is getting troublesome.. I hope things settle soon.. Baka people.. -___-

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Follow your heart =)

Currently.. Live blogging from Dan's place.. Here: me, dan, chien, joan, ray, kel, zhe mei and eve.. chu, sy, denise and siew have left..

At the end only me, eve, ray and dan talking.. joan and chien is in dreamland by now.. kel and zhe mei left already..

Ray is half dead now.. Looking so funny and weird..!! haha.. The three of us are still sober.. Me for sure sober.. One bottle of Calsberg the whole night.. hehe.. And I just realise Calsberg taste way better than Tiger.. =p Well guys, I'm not a good drinker, but I'm a good listener.. BUT please don't ask me for advice because I'm not good at it.. haha...!! BUT..!! when I need advice please give me la.. =D

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For my friends, cheer up..!! =)

If only love were simple and not complicated.. We wish.. but God made it complicated for us to face the challenge, to grow up, to understand more, it can be happy and it can be hurtful..

We learn from past experience and not just drag on thinking about the past.. It's up to each of us to step forward and take the risk.. I have been reminding myself too, not to stay and think about the past all the time..

Sometime I do feel losing hope in love.. I will only think that way when I'm being emo.. hehe.. It's not wrong to think la.. We should know our limit not to think overboard.. =)

It's funny that we can advice people about love but when we face it ourselves, we can't handle it.. Like everyone always advice us - 'Listen to your heart, follow your heart' =D

Tonight I heard of this saying.. : 'you know you are happy with the one you love/like, when we say whatever we want to say, we turn to them when we are down, giving each other hug for no reason, staying quiet without talking it's alright..'

I add on~~ 'having long walk hand in hand without talking feels alright too'.. hehe.. Hearing this I suddenly thought of someone, someone who use to make me feel this way.. and honestly I still miss this someone.. Missing in a good way, not the emo way.. =p

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Whenever this song is sang during Karaoke session, I always remember the feeling I felt before.. Eventhough it's like two years ago, the song still make me think about it.. hehe.. I'm glad that I set myself free.. I don't have to feel invisible anymore.. I never want it to happen again.. =)

Friday, April 10, 2009

blog's profile pic has been changed

It's Good Friday today.. why why why why it isn't a holiday here in Brunei..?? =S

I'm trying to change my blog's profile picture at the side bar.. so difficult.. hate this html code thingy.. hehe..

Well I have finally decide to change my picture which I had since I started this blog.. Just because someone say it's ugly.. "Dan, don't complain again..!!" I want to look ugly, my friends don't allow.. >_< I want to avoid stalker ok.. HAHA.. *thick face laugh* I have changed my song at the side bar too.. My current favourite song which I can repeat for the whole day..!! Jazz~~ hehe..

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I'm trying to read my notes for meeting tomorrow.. Need to read at home again.. Making me stress.. I don't like to bring office work back home to do.. I prefer to work late in the office and once I step out from the place, I don't want to think about work anymore.. Going home is for our own and family time.. Luckily I'm just reading notes now.. If not EMO again.. hehe..

Thursday, April 09, 2009

This is Me


Happy Birthday my dear Shirley..!! It's your birthday today and I hope you like the pinky Pajamas pant.. hehe.. =) Enjoy your wedding shoot at Disneyland with CCH..!! =p


Happy Birthday babe Joan..!! Happy Birthday Fadz..!! Happy Birthday Jeffrey..!!

hehe.. it's April and more birthdays coming up.. and I don't remember alot of them.. =S hmm... wonder who's the next one.. =p

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I looked at my desk calender.. *sighs* the days seem to flies but counting at it, it's still the month of April.. I thought it's May already.. hehe..

I have alot in mind which I wanted to blog about.. but as my fingers touch my keyboard.. I'm stuck.. I don't know what and how to blog.. =S

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I don't know why I'm such an easy satisfy person.. Is it wrong to be this way?

I'm a simple person.. there isn't much to change about.. I'm just the way I am..

I don't find myself secretive.. Why do people say I'm secretive?

I admit I do keep things to myself.. but I will only say it to the people I trust..

I'm not a straight forward person because I care and think about other people's feeling not wanting to hurt them..

I know I'm wrong to think of others first instead of myself.. because at the end it's always me getting hurt..

There are different kind of people - lots of different attitude.. I'm categorizes as the soft type.. the kind type.. Well this is Patricia.. Love me for the way I am.. =)

Tuesday, April 07, 2009


I didn't want to wake up for work this Morning.. I pull my warm blankie up to my chin as I continue to sink into my cozy bed.. so cozy that it make me feel super lazy.. but the stupid-noisy alarm keep on ringing that I have no choice but to get out of bed..

Why today is not a Sunday???? -__________-"'

The weather is not looking good this month.. Super hot in the morning.. Rain at night.. Lots of people I knew are sick at the moment.. To those who are sick, get well soon.. Drink more water, more rest, eat proper food..!!! =p

sighs.. why my lunch break only one hour? sighs.. I complain too much today.. Influence by the complain king.. hehe.. Back to workkkkk....... lalalala... =)

Monday, April 06, 2009

Miss the clouds already

And it's back to the same old things now..

A tired trip I think.. =) but I had fun..

I'm back home..

Friday, April 03, 2009

Genting's clouds...... =D

Hello people who miss me.. haha....!!

I just reached Kuala Lumpur from Genting.. wth.. the weather is so much different.. It's so hot here yet cold at Genting.. I want to stay at Genting liao.. hehe..

I forget when was my last trip to Genting.. Five years ago I think? hmmm... Nothing changed much.. Familiar shops are still around.. This trip there had a few first experience..

1) The Snow World
2) First world hotel
Dreamz - magic show
4) The Casino.........
5) Fish Spa

And finally I touched the clouds...!!!! I think it's the clouds.. MUST BE CLOUDS.. yes 100% sure it's clouds.. haha.. so happy.. don't spoil my cloud nine feeling people.. it's really clouds.. =p

Anyway.. Bought my favourite thing at Genting.. SHOES.....!!! I'm going to buy more shoes because it's been months I have not purchase any.. hehe.. sighs.. so hot here.. Blog again when I'm free.. Need to rest now.. Chris will be here soon to pick us up.. And to JENNIFER...... WE MISS YOU LO.. =p Take care everyone..!! *off to hunt for more shoes* lalalala~~~

Thursday, April 02, 2009

you be the prince and I be the princess

Been doing the daily picture post for a month now.. and I have decide to give up.. haha.. I'm getting lazy.. hehe.. I prefer to type more when I'm free.. No.. this is not a joke.. I'm serious.. hehe.. I will still post pictures when I want to ofcourse.. =p

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Currently blogging from Jenn's home.. It's 3.07am and she is fast asleep already, unlike me still typing softly here so that I won't wake her up.. -____-

I left office with a heavy heart just now.. I'm suppose to be happy leaving the office for a holiday, instead I feel worry about my work.. I'm such a responsible person..!! haha..

EHEM anyway.. I sort out my work for Blu to follow up and left office around 7+ pm.. Quickly went home to take my luggage and the remaining stuff which I almost forget to bring.. My facial cleanser.. -____- haha..

Left home before 8pm for Miri.. Drove as fast as my baby can go.. Sing along loudly to the song Love Story by Taylor Swift.. No choice have to keep myself awake.. It's been months since my last drive to Miri.. so tiring.. I only have my little puppy (fake ok) with me.. haha..

"you be the prince and I'll be the princess, it's a love story" - the song goes.. I miss being called a princess.. I miss alot of things.. Definitely won't be missing my work..

I just want to have a good holiday.. A holiday full with PICTURES...!! Oh my..!! I forgot to charge my camera's battery.. *off to find charger*

Ahhh.. done.. both my camera's battery and phone are charging now..

Ok.. I should be sleeping now.. late...!!! ME will be flying off today..!!! *big wet eyes* I still can't believe~~ JENN..!! you are not going with us.. tell me.. how can the band trip be complete without you.. who will argue with CCH.. tell me.. hehe..

Before I end my post..

To my gossip friends,

NO..!! I'm not going with Steven.. Not going to taste and bring new noodles to Brunei.. 100% not honeymoon.. =S

Alright.. BYE.. *don't miss me ok* HAHA..!! =D