Tuesday, December 24, 2013


7.00pm.. I left the bookstore at the Mall.. don't feel like going home yet.. but I have no place in mind to go too.. I wanted to just sit in a cozy cafe alone, but I can't think any suitable cafe here.. and I thought of the cafes I visited at Korea during my trip there last October.. goshhh.. I'm wishing to be there, I miss Korea so so so much!
Wandering or siting at restaurant alone here seems awkward.. Eyes tend to be on me.. I don't like it.. I know I shouldn't mind.. but I can't, I mind because I don't feel comfortable ;(

At overseas I see alot of ladies being alone at places especially cafes without people eying with weird look.. At times I wish I'm living at other countries.. Sometime I still thought of it but I couldn't bring myself to leave home where my parents are.. the older they become the more I want to stay where they are, since both the twins are still studying overseas.. I'm hoping they graduate well, start work and settle at a place they are comfortable in living soon!

I'm good with going to public places alone but not always of course, who like it right? haha.. Especially when attending functions.. I'm wishing for that person who holds my hands appear fast.. fast fast! haha

Actually I  left office early today to retrieve my baby car from the car workshop where I dropped off this morning for some repair.. changed some new parts.. glad that my baby car is well now.. my wallet hurts but all good for safety purpose!:)

Friday, December 13, 2013


Because of thunderstorm heavy rain earlier, I got stuck at the office alone and almost freak out.. thunder lasted so long and loud until I put on my mp3 and blast the music.. and so I ended up skipping yoga.. huhuhu..

I didn't slept well for the past two nights, manage to slept early and well last night.. Even had a good dream about being with someone, to that person I'm just a comfortable good long old friend from school.. haha

Sharing a song by Kang Gary~~

Anyway, just received a great news! my babe, Joan gave birth to a healthy baby girl today! hehe.. ahhh.. another friend experiencing motherhood.. Allen and Hui Fen are becoming parents too next year.. Last week I attended Blu's baby girl, Beryl full moon lunch at Seasons Restaurant.. so who is going to get pregnant next? haha.. maybe Angel? Pei Yong? I'll just wait to attend full moon function then.. =) 

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

wishing smiles are always bright

Today notice contact disappear from the list.. Wish to know if fine and well.. Felt uncertain about it, yet unreachable.. If its for real that its distant and gone like balloon fly away.. 
 Maybe someday reappear or maybe not.. Wishing smiles are always this bright..

Some oldies for the night to chill? Two good songs.. Songs linger in mind, songs about you, songs because of you, songs left sweet memories of you..


Bic Runga - Sway


Today's date- 11.12.13.. quite special~~

Didn't feel like going home yet earlier after work just now, so decided to had pedicure and went to Times Square for a cup of Ochado's roasted milk tea with aloe vera - my favorite to cheer myself up..

Sat alone drinking the Large size drink for quite a long while.. The longer I sat there, I had the feeling that people find me weird sitting alone.. haha.. not too sure if I think too much.. Actually, I was hoping a cute looking guy will come over to say hi.. hahaha.. Joking! Even if happen for real, I'm just too shy to look at him ;)

2 weeks to Christmas, Secret Santa event is on Christmas eve and since I'm there, I went around looking for suitable gift.. found stuff suitable for myself instead.. haha.. How I wish Brunei is full of Christmas decoration like Singapore or Korea or anywhere celebrating Christmas.. I love Christmas season!

Classic by Taecyeon, Wooyoung and Suzy.. Our classic love, Just like the classic music we keep listening to, it doesn't change even when the time passes..

Tuesday, December 03, 2013

I love beautiful wedding photos

I came across the pre-wedding photo of Korean actor and actress, Lee Byung Hun and Lee Min Jung who got married this year on the internet.. And I love the their first photo below.. Their Black and White photos are lovely.. I really like the feel of it :) Last photos below are taken during their actual wedding ceremony day.. beautiful bride..

Jay Chou's Opus World Concert Malaysia 2013

Jay Chou's Opus World concert 2013 at Hong Kong have different special guests each day.. One of the day, its Captain Jayden.. I didn't realize that he was actually a singer too until I hear him sang..

I'm jealous that the concert I attended at Kuala Lumpur in August this year have no special 'wow' guest.. but then its ok also, my point was to see Jay Chou.. His piano is really beautiful.. Its was my first Jay's concert.. I've always wanted to attend his concert, its one of my do to list and now I'm a happy girl..


Monday, September 16, 2013

12th September 2013


Terrifying moment last week when I was suddenly called up to say a FEW words for our company at this particular event which my boss was invited and couldn't attend so I represent him.. trembling hard lol.. never like standing in front giving speech nor presentation.. stress.. haha..

My colleague who went with me took this picture.. He say I'm too fast, when he took my picture I'm done with my FEW words and closing the mic.. can you see me? hehehe

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Captain Tong

Captain Tong.. Samuel Tong.. 

Finished watching Triumph In The Skies 2 few days ago.. Jayden is cool with his sweet attitude but I prefer Sam's mature and humor attitude.. So I'm Captain Tong's fan!! hehe.. 

Sam is very strict to Holiday until the stage I want to kick him lol.. but yet that's his way of making Holiday being serious at being a Pilot.. He is still caring and sweet when it's not about work.. awww~ their relationship grow, support and changed for each other.. 

Another couple I like is Summer and Isaac! Sweet shy relationship..

Good storyline.. I have not watch Triumph In The Skies 1, I heard its good too.. I'll find time to watch Part 1 then.. Anyway, love Holiday's dress from the picture below :)

林欣彤 Mag Lam - 空中戀人

 *photos are all taken from google search

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Saturday night with music

Finished watching Running Man episode 159 and found a goodddddd song from this episode.. I super like! Jung In's voice is good..

Jung In - 철수와 미미 (Feat. 길, Supreme Team)

Then during the search of the above song, found below songs by Jung In quite nice too.. can't wait to watch the next episode.. :D

정인 Jung In '장마 Rainy Season'

Jung In - Love..that guy, 정인 - 사랑 그놈


정인 Jung In '사랑은 Love Is

feat Gary Kang!!

English lyrics for 'Let's walk a little' feat Kang Gary~~

Let’s take a walk since our hearts are feeling complicated
I think sitting as we’re facing each other is making us more exhausted
What should we do? Should we break up?
Starting all over again seems a little scary
Let’s have a drink since our heads are so complicated
We keep going around in circles and I can’t take it anymore
But the rising alcohol makes me even more confused
(We sit across each other) as we look at each other and like fools, we laugh
Separation is not easy just like being in love
We drunkenly paid the bill and left but
We still didn’t come to a decision and our love is lingering around us

All the beautiful things in the world didn’t even come close to you
The fragrant flowers, the soft tuning of music, expensive gifts
I liked everything if it was you, I threw everything away
Everything but you but these days, that love is dwindling
Several times a day, the words “let’s just end it here” are on the tip of my tongue
You don’t look as sexy to me as before
I keep thinking bad thoughts and I don’t think I want you anymore
It’s different from before, I think it’s over now, I think you and I are over now

I don’t really know what to do
It seems like the end is near but it can’t easily be concluded
Maybe it’s because of our lingering attachments but the answer just won’t come
So we think, think, think and think, think, think again
We think again

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

oh baby tell me why do you have to go.. offically missing you

Officially missing you... one of my favorite song.. came across the Korean version of this song.. quite good.. sang by Geeks.. I like it :)

Sang by Geeks

Sang by IU - English version

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

May: Faith

Beginning of May, I was put into the situation of making choice regards to work; as they always said Life is all about making choices. Choices given were great, of course each have it's pro and cons.

I keep seeking God for the path and so I recalled back the conversations that day; the idea came. And decision were made.

Today I came across the below article from a blog while doing my research and I really like the article. The word FAITH have been in my head and heart during the choices. So I decided to share this article in my post.


Famous Sufi story: On Faith

A man just got married and was returning home with his wife. THEY WERE CROSSING A LAKE IN A BOAT when suddenly a great storm arose.
The man was a warrior, but the woman became very much afraid because it seemed almost hopeless: THE BOAT WAS SMALL AND THE STORM WAS REALLY HUGE, and any moment they were going to be drowned. But the man sat silently, calm and quiet, as if nothing was happening.

The woman was trembling and she said, “ARE YOU NOT AFRAID? This may be our last moment of life! It doesn’t seem that we will be able to reach the other shore. Only some miracle can save us;
otherwise death is certain. Are you not afraid? Are you mad or something? Are you a stone or something?” 

more puzzled: What he was doing? Then he brought the naked sword close to the woman’s neck
– so close that just a small gap was there, it was almost touching her neck. He said, “ARE YOU AFRAID?” She started to laugh and said, “WHY I SHOULD BE AFRAID? If the sword is in your hands, why I should be afraid? I know you love me.” 

He put the sword back and said, “This is my answer. I KNOW GOD LOVES ME, and the sword is in his hands, and the storm is in his hands –SO WHATSOEVER IS GOING TO HAPPEN IS
GOING TO BE GOOD. If we survive, good; if we don’t survive, good – because everything is in his hands and he cannot do anything wrong.”

THIS IS THE TRUST ONE NEEDS TO IMBIBE. Such tremendous trust is capable
of transforming your whole life. And ONLY such tremendous trust is
capable of transforming your life — less than that won’t do.


Have faith that God will guide us to each other too.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013


I knew about Running Man last year and wasn't bother to watch it.. Then I started watching it few months ago and I love it.. Running Man members are soooo funny.. I love watching Kwang Soo aka Giraffe and Gary Kang.. Monday couple are cute too.. hehe.. and this song became my recent favorite.. 'LeeSSang (Gary Kang sang in it) - Can't Breakup Girl, Can't Breakaway Boy (feat. Jung In)'