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Friday, November 17, 2006

My mood feels like rainy days


I'm in a sad mood.. I didn't slept well last night.. After I reached home from work I automatically switch on my computer.. I slept around 3am.. Luckily, I have my mum to wake me up.. I did switch on my alarm just that it doesn't work when I'm too lazy to get my butt out of my comfy bed..

I guess I'm being stress out by work again.. No matter how much I eat, I'm still hungry.. No matter how long I sleep, I'm still sleepy.. No matter how long I spend my time with Dodo, I'm still not satisfy.. I think I really need a holiday.. I need it very badly..

My baby car when for it's first time servicing yesterday.. and It's my first time there too.. Hehe.. First and second time service are free, except I got to pay for the oil filter charges only.. Lee was very helpful to pick me up from NBT Toyota.. and My dearest Clemence send me there to pick up my baby car.. So thankful to them.. hehe.. but then don't expect to buy lunch to repay haha.. I'm so broke now..

My friend told me about how her boyfriend neglect her when she wanted to lend on his shoulder after a long tired day.. I was thinking what that is actually thinking? Pushing his girlfriend away when all she wanted is to lend on him? to hug him? Doesn't he know girls feel hurt too? It's just like when guys ask for sex and get rejected my their girlfriend.. walau.. I was so pissed of by the guy attitude when my friend share her thoughts with me.. But then come to think again.. Could the problem comes from the guy? I guess he might in the past had some thingy happen.. If not couldn't then why he will push his girlfriend away from him? Well, he is not gay.. as I know him well too.. hehe.. So I just can't understand why is he this way? If it happens his girlfriend is me,I wouldn't stand it any longer.. hehe.. Luckily I always get to hold my boo's hands and lend on their shoulder.. ^^

Opos.. it's almost 7pm.. and I got to go home.. and rush back to this bloody office again.. =(

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