Bless me with happiness

Thanks KEL for spreading my link.. and of course to those (you know who you are) dropping in to read and to listen to the song -___- (Valen Hsu - Nan Ren Nu Ren).. My readers from Brunei rank the highest lo.. haha..!!

I have change the song as per Siew it's kinda EMO.. But I'm great that you guys like the song too.. That song actually remind me of a friend in Miri.. I play that song almost everyday before, until now it's still one of my favourite song..

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My modem was struck by lightning last night.. I quickly call up TelBru and lodge a report.. The TelBru technician came during lunch to change my modem.. SO LUCKY that my computer and laptops didn't get burn.. Only the network card has to change.. But I have to change my router.. $$ flies~~ Big thank to Dao Ming for helping me repair and install everything accordingly.. hehe..

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I cry whenever I can't accept a person- as in rejecting them.. It almost happen today but I hold back my tears because he has found a nice girl and I'm happy for him, sorry if I was mean..

Well, I cry because I know I have hurt them, they are good but can't be with them, the feeling is just sad.. I remember once when I reject a guy on the phone, I suddenly cry, making him cry too.. *sighs* That was a hurtful memory.. I need to hit myself.. Sometime I do want to give people chances but I back out at the end.. Hope they didn't curse me -___-, please bless me with happiness.. =)

B-day gift.. Thanks for everything.. =)