My FB status: Weekend is here.. What should I do? =p

It's Halloween today.. And what a cold night because It's raining..

Last night I end up shopping instead of going to the Spa.. I thought to myself "should I head for Spa or Shopping" Make up my mind to go shopping at least I spend on things which are for use.. hehe..

Tomorrow is the weekend.. and I have no idea what I'm going to do.. I was planning to head to Miri but now don't seem like having the mood to head down.. I just realise I have three group of friends heading down to Miri.. So what can I do?? CCM and Rueburn ask me to find bf to date.. Aiyooo where got that easy.. hehe.. *daydream* Anyway at the end of the day, I'm going to ask again, "What can I do?" hehe..

~I pour my heart to my supervisor today when she ask us for a one to one talking session~

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Crush - David A.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush,
what a rush Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel
the same way About me

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we were hangin, spending time,
Are we just friends Is there more,
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe
that we can make this into
Something that will last forever

I have not buy present for my Dad b-day on 28/10.. *yieks* =S

~Walau... My colleague's kid came into the office just now and my finance manager thought it's my kid?? Ahhhhh... NOOOO... How can that be??? *runs off and hide in the corner*

It's a sign...!! Sign to tell me to get married.. haha.. *yeah right as if*

I think it's my hair.. I should straighten my hair for this coming CNY.. but people say I look better with curl.. *dilemma* how? straight or curl...?

I'm now looking around for place to polish and wax my baby car.. Hunting for cheap and good price.. At the meantime I found one at B$100.. cheap or not? hehe.. Still looking around..

I'm still feeling abit of stiff from stress.. I still can explode anytime.. *sighs* Now I know that I'm not fit for a career women.. Maybe I should consider to downgrade myself to the receptionist post.. *image of my mum killing me* ~sighsssss~

Tomorrow is the meeting day which mean I have to read my book to do some presentation.. Can I burn the book?

I think I'm heading to the Zen Spa later after work to DE-STRESS.. but I still have to drop by the bank as last night I was planning to head to the bank before dinner at Manjaro at Kiulap.. BUT my laziness appear and I was starving because I didn't eat for lunch.. lalala.. I had a good dinner lo.. Even play Chinese chess while eating.. haha.. eh eh what's the time now.. Lunch..!! Today must eat lunch.. haha.. BYe~~

I just couldn't take it sometime...

Rueburn said when one is stress we should blog.. So I shall blog..

I'm so stress!!!!! ~I couldn't control and I cried to my supervisor on the phone just now~ Stress of so much of work piling up and my desk phone keep on ringing.. So many charges and shipment I have to take care of and also customer always ask for discount and threaten to run away.. AIYAAAA.... I wish to say "Go la.. without you, we can still survive.." but I can't.... I'm too soft hearted.. I think for the company.. I wish I can unplug the telephone line so that I can do my work in peace.. Documents and phone problem = CRAZY.....!!! *sighs* I hate myself sometime for being so nice and kind..

*off to find food to de-stress*

Pancake and Crepe night

Last night Thanis house had a eat pancake and crepe gathering session.. We all get to flip our own pancake and crepe.. He prepare most of the ingredient well for us to spread our master piece..

Thanis and Boon Chu teach and keep on flipping their pancake and crepe to show us how good they were at it.. BUT one of Thanis's fell on the floor while Boon Chu's fell into the fire.. haha.. Hilarious those two.. Eve guide me to flip and lucky mine turns fine.. hehe..


It was a great gathering.. Jaded ate non-stop from the start till the end.. Siew Yii wasn't feeling well last night.. Rueburn, Boon Chu, Kelvin and Denise keep looking at the Halloween pictures all over and over again like for countless of time.. And laugh at our very own "Brunei Sonata" scene by Rueburn and Eve.. haha.. I shall post photos from last night when Thanis's post onto his facebook, so I can steal from there.. hehe..

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In my mind......

Realise - Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is,
Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never going to be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.

If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

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Dear Life - Anthony Hamilton

Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew
I became somebody through loving you

Softly as a child, born in natural rain
I predict the seasons to go unchanged
Warm was the sun
That covered my body
Reminding me of you as I'd first known

Those were the days
The days that changed my life
The days that made me knew
I became somebody through loving you

As the sun shines down on me
I know with you in love is
where I want to be
sometimes I go on through life thinking
That love is something that's not meant for me

Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it seems like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you

Advance Halloween night and rainy day at the beach

My feet are in pain.. Both leg muscle hurts so badly.. I dance until Morning..!! *sighs* Shouldn't have wear my heels *lalala blame the heels*..

I went to a Halloween party on Saturday, 27/10 organise by Thanis, Wendy and their friends.. Party was held at the Yacht Club at Kota Batu.. It was fun.. Most of the guests dress up and came in their costumes.. They were Vampire, Joker, Devil, Witch, Fairy, Angel, Pussycats, Arabic man, Pirates.. and guess what did I went as? Well, something cute of course..!! haha..

I turn up as a Bunny.. The only white Bunny in the house.. Angel told me to wear pink like the House Bunny.. Luckily I didn't because Denise dress as a PINK lady.. She has a wig is Pink.. hehe.. We end up the party around 3pm plus.. Rain were so heavy, the road were slippery so we all drove back very slowly.. and I reach home at 4am.. Remove my make up and slept at 5am.. *feeling like a dying fish*

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And today..!! I was force to wake up at 10.30am to go to Berakas beach.. hehe.. Well, no choice.. I was invited by Mr.Lim, Christopher and Angel them.. It was Han Lie's birthday.. and when I turn up, they have already cut the cake.. Oops.. hehe.. There were abit of rain and I'm like a zombie carrying a big umbrella around the beach.. I'm not feeling well bah, I must hug the umbrella around to avoid being sick..

But ends up now at home, I'm suffering from heavy flu and neck pain.. tsk tsk.. *sobs sobs*.. I need to sleep, so goodnight everyone.. Momo had a good weekend.. =D

Durian and Cheese.. yummy..

My face has a big pimple.. very visible ok..
I was feeling so tired last Saturday that I went for a facial.. and what do you know.. I have red spot and pimples now..!! *sighs* I shouldn't have go for the facial.. There is this function this Saturday, and heck now I'm going with pimples and red spots.. Agrrhh..

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Wuu.. Nuffnang is going to have a Halloween party!! And it's a silent type of party.. so cool.. For people who are invited to the party will receive the songs download into their hand phone then they are gonna dance by hearing the songs through their headset..!! Cool ok.. I can just imagine how the situation is like.. hehe.. Hope video will be taken.. hehe..

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Last Saturday, went to Denise home and she was having a party for her sister 16th birthday.. woootttttt.. those teenagers sure knows how to dance and have fun.. I'm not in the teenagers category anymore.. *sobs* heck.. During my age of 16, I was like at home.. And I was already 17 when I first step into pubs.. *sighs* better than nothing.. haha.. =p

Anyway, here I present to you my birthday cake this year.. The first one was a Durian cake from Ting ting, Jing Jing and Chu Chu.. The second is Cheese cake from Angel and Seng seng.. =D Yummy cakes..




Finally I have post something up.. Really don't even know what to blog about this few days.. Because I'm tired from work, and all I want to do when I get home is hug my TV and hug my comfy pillow to sleep.. =D Ayway it's really time for bed now.. *hugs to all* =)

Thanks everyone.. =D

My family, great freinds and colleagues celebrated my birthday with me.. I had a great time.. Thanks to everyone who have celebrated with me.. Sending me greeting and wishes.. You guys know who you are.. THANK YOU.....!!!! =D Shall post up photos when I'm free.. hehe.. *hugs hugs to all*

**Now I'm in the office and I'm really feeling stressful..**

My Birthday

It's My DAY.. My DAY.. My DAY.. My DAY.. PATRICIA'S DAY..!!

I wanted to post valuable picture of MYSELF ofcourse.. BUT I'm in the office right now.. You people wait.. I shall post when I get home.. hehe..

Ehem ehem.. May all my wishes come true.. =D

Pictures during IBS Reunion Dinner

Our ticket and keychain.. Design by Tze..

The Committees

Our table - No.1

Black and White

MC of the night.. Hao and Karen.. Both were good..!!

Leong at the food area..

CCH wants to be the center of attention..

Siao Jing and Kristin

Ah jie.. Alice

Ah Ko.. Andy

My use-to-be-lecturers

Got to hunt for items listed.. piece of cake ok..

Wuuu...!!

Nicole looking cute with the bedroom slipper she won.. hehe..

Ek Long is good..! HE won this game..

We the Sibu beauty and machos.. haha..

Kay the babe who keep saying I look great that night.. ^^,
Thanks Kay.. =D

Sandy, Angeline, Kay, Mei Ling, Hie Lee, Nicole, Patricia, Alice..
Ah Hao and Lieh at the back..

Dennis, Alvin, Kevin, Kobe with Hao as the leader..

The girls I love.. ah.. not complete le.. JENNIFER where are you?? hehe..

Here she is.. Jenn my sexy babe..

The very gentleman, Kevin..

Groups Picture..!!
Principle, Lecturer, Seniors and Juniors..

This is IBS 7.. I love my college mates.. IBS 7 the best ok..!! hehe..

My Hostel mates.. We love to camwhore.. -__-"'

In fact alot.. Everywhere ok.. Non-stop.. -Me& my Ko-

Told ya we can't stop camwhore together.. tsk tsk.. until the bell counter also can..
There are still alot but most of it is in Alice camera.. hehe..

To end this post.. ME ofcourse.. I have a great time at the gathering.. I miss all of them already..

Lamb Lamb?

I ate so much.. Looking at my bed, it's attracting me to sleep.. NO.. I feel like a pig.. wth..

So people, One of my Colleague, Hjh Lin "open house" tonight.. And I just got home.. I feel quite heat from eating too much of LAMB....!! LAMB, which I don't usually eat, as I dislike it...

BUT tonight it's different...!!!! Totally different ok.. so so so different.. It's so delicious..!!! Today, the first time in my life I ate so much LAMB.. wth.. It's really so nice.. *big wet eye* I miss eating it already.. I just know I won't be eating such LAMB anymore.. wth..

Alright.. My eyes are closing.. I really need my bed now.. Goodnight...!! *off to dreamland~~ LAMB LAMB dum di dum di dum.....*

What will it be like?

I have been thinking quite alot this few days.. What else, LIFE again ofcourse..

I couldn't decide where I will be in the future..

Where will I be at? Who will I be with? What will I work as?

I believe there are times we all will thought of such questions.. and It depends on how each of us are going to handle and solve..

Troublesome worrying about such problems.. I really do think too much sometime.. Now this answer to why my face pimples are popping nowadays.. STRESS!! wth.. *blame the pimples* xD

***** Yeahhhh...!! Yatie invite us over her place for "open house " tonight.. Finally I can enjoy food..!! coz the college gathering is over.. Diet has end..!! wth.. =p *************

A good gathering dinner =)

Tired.. So tired.. I went to Miri twice this week.. One is during the Raya holiday and yesterday for my college Reunion gathering dinner..

I spend my two days Raya off resting with Winnie and Ah Jun at their house.. Both of them were so kind to allow me to bunk at their home.. Totally a good rest.. No smoky place, no alcohol.. Just lots of good foods.. =D so happy..Really don't feel like returning back home to work..

Anyway during the gathering, I took alot of pictures but most of it is not with my own camera.. Jenn and Tze I shall wait for both of you to upload onto facebook.. hehe..

Thank God the gathering has come to an end.. It went well.. Thumbs up to very member of the committees.. I had a great time, especially seeing back most of my ex-classmates.. and ofcourse seeing my Ko and Jie.. *sobs* I miss them so much.. So much thing to talk with them but not enough time..!!

After the gathering I thought we would be heading over to Rex-Box to sing.. Who knows.. At the end of the day, Balcony.. and I got dizzy, just dizzy not drunk ok.. xD I'm really a bad drinker..

I shall try to post up pictures.. I tryyyyy.... =p Off to bed............ =)

Hari Raya Holiday Start Tomorrow

Brunei's Hari Raya will only be starting tomorrow, so mean to say my holiday start tomorrow.. =D The Muslim people in Malaysia are celebrating today.. I wonder how is the celebration and feel of Hari Raya in Malaysia.. I never really been to one OR been in Malaysia on Hari Raya.. During Hari Raya it's all about "Open House" with lots of food, friends visit each house together and "green packet".. Well just like Chinese New Year.. hehe..

It's October already.. My favourite month.. Left 3 months plus and we will be welcoming the year 2009.. So soon isn't it? Everyday time isn't enough for me.. At work I wish the time quickly hit 5pm but ends up I get worry my work isn't done by 5pm.. *sighs*

I woke up early today.. hehe.. I need to get myself out of bed early.. *I SHALL TRY!!* =D I'm still always a late person.. Anyway.. I shall wish all my Muslim friends a "Selamat Hari Raya" eat more more more everyone.. hehe.. =)