I'm still feeling kinda bloated from the buffet last night.. Had this Sungkai buffet at Orchid Garden Hotel with Kath, Chien, Ling, Elaine and Elwin.. oh well, nothing VERY special actually.. I thought it was SUPER good but nope.. Should have go to ilotus instead.. but cannot, one buffet is enough already.. This is the first Sungkai buffet I went to this year.. should be enough.. =p
Then after dropping Chien home I went to meet Clemence.. She reach town late evening last night and will be back Miri today.. =( Just talk for few hour only.. not enough lorrr.. "Girl, I'm glad you are slowly achieving your dream =)"..
She can always help me clear my mind just like Jenn whenever I pour out my problem.. Difference is that she tend to give me hint on decision which I should make.. I'm really bad at making decision.. She remind me not to make the same mistake again which I know and that's what I have been worrying about sometime.. *sighs*
I know I should stand firm on my decision now which from the start have been on my mind.. as she is right.. I know what I should do, It's just that I can't bear to lose it.. Nowadays I have this feeling making me afraid.. I'm afraid the eager I want, I'm going to end up feeling regret and back off at the last minute.. *sighs* A year ago, I gave up.. Sorry, this time I think I'm giving up again.. =S
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I have been looking for this song for so long.. years maybe.. hehe.. I love this song, it's from a Singapore drama which I watched years ago.. Finally found it, how? In FB posted by Gina.. hehe.. I think we have the same taste for nice songs.. =D