No parking!!

I was late this morning.. My mum lo.. Insist that we go for breakfast.. and so when I arrived office.. Holly Cow!! no parking.. Guess where I end up with my baby.. a place that is not allowed to park.. I hope I don't end up in the idiot parking of Brunei blog.. No choice ba.. forgive me pls.. hehe..Right beside our company polyn sign.. opos..

Below are pictures during last Sunday when Shirley and Ah hao came..My baby at Car wash.. cost me B$8!!

This is a cool gadget from ah hao's car which I love to have.. a TV screen.. and when u hit reverse on ur gear.. it's turns out.. tada!!
It shows a look of the back of the car... so cool...

I love Harry Potter.. *muaks* =p

Pictures during the Float Parade

Me & the Royal Crown hand made by people from the company.. I help to paint ho! hehe..

Pictures during the Float Parade 4/8/2007Me & Terry (Mei tee's son)

Me & Claude

me & Kelvin

Me & Winnie

Me & ah Junn

The float that gotten number 1

The float that gotten number 2

This is one of the float done by us which gotten number 3

After the function we all head to the nearest mamak stall.. On our boss ofcoz..

Below are the floats done by us..

Number 5

Number 9

and Number 10
the rest below din manage to get in top 10

This is my favourite.. it gotten the highest score of all that night but end up being disqualified.. what a pity.. Some rules say not allow to use Royal things..

My Sunday

So the float has end.. The floats which are done by our company has gotten number 3,5,9 & 10 places.. Everyone were quite disappoint.. Boss say there will be next year again.. Getting 3rd place is ok too bah.. hehe.. The function end early this year.. 12am.. haha.. I saw Pearly and her mum.. Even saw Tina.. and I saw Chin How's fren the one who work at the salon.. She was so excited to see me.. Make me pai seh coz I din remember her so well.. as we seldom speak.. haha.. She even wants to take picture with me.. hehe.. cute girl..

Yesterday.. The Sunday finally a day to rest.. I woke up at 9am by Shirley's call.. She and Ah hao coming to Bandar.. So I woke to get ready as I have to bring my mum's car to install CD player.. which will be an advance birthday present for her.. hehe.. So me and mum went to the Seng Hoe Huat Accessories at Gadong.. Lucky the lady boss was there.. She was chatting happily with my mum.. and Guan was there.. Lady boss's eldest son I think.. Guan said " You are the one handling the stickers at Cityneon rite?" @_@" hehe..

After the CD thing.. I went to have my hair wash.. After weeks of tiredness I wanna relax.. haha.. At the same time had my baby car washed.. Went to the shop which has a signboard so familiar.. The shop's signboard was done by us.. hehe.. Winnie's client.. When the boss there ask where I work and I said CITYNEON and he was shocked and say OH.. hehe.. Should have ask him for discount.. hehe.. Finally my baby look clean after like almost a month I have not wash it.. =p

Hao & Shirley came to pick me at home.. We went for lunch at Korean Restaurant.. It was ah Hao first time eating Korean food.. and again.. he said he prefer Japanese.. Particular all my frens prefer Japanese more.. but I love both.. hehe.. Then we went to catch The Simpson Movie at Seri Q-lap mall.. My first time being at the cinema there.. The chair are adjustable.. too comfy makes me sleep nia.. good for dodo to be there.. The movie was ok.. Funny..

Anyway.. I was thinking to straighten my hair again.. Hmm.. was wondering to go Limbang's Salon.. Donno Brunei how much.. Haiz.. Need to survey again.. ba.. Ciaoz..

Float parade..

Walau.. so damn tired.. now it's 1am 4//2007.. I'm still in the office.. Today is the day of the His Majesty 61th birthday celebration Float Parade.. Lights are up outside getting ready for tonight.. *sigh* May our company win.. Yes.. It's a sort of competition.. hehe..

My fingers are red.. hehe.. Coz I ate red eggs.. well just the egg are colour in red la.. haha.. Amie ho's second son already 1 month old so she send these red eggs as Peace and good health thing.. Chinese Culture.. hehe..

Got to go now.. Meeting up with Jeffery later.. he is waiting.. ciao..

HSBC.. duh~

I'm so out of breath now.. I was rushing like an bullet train to pay my bills at HSBC.. I arrived.. *walau* no parking.. ok I shall try again.. *round another time* bingo.. A parking at the entrance of HSBC.. *laughing to myself* I quickly get down.. Saw a familiar car.. Wong Lei Ang.. Then when I went in HSBC.. bump into yeong (lei ang's fren).. Quickly rush up stair.. press the button which leads me to the counter I want.. the number 3110 came out.. I look up at the current number.. *faint* !!3093!!..... damn.. 17 people to go.. I wait and wait.. until I saw a ticket number 3101.. *Thank GOD!!* I look around took it and went to the counter when my new number announce.. Then guess what.. I couldn't make my payment at the counter.. The guy at the counter say.. "Miss, you have use the ATM machine now.. The counter now do not accept payment now.. "

Bloody.. My mouth form an O shape and quickly went down stair for the machine.. Kek tio!! Frankly to say.. I don't like to use the machine to pay my bills.. I prefer the counter even though we have to queue up.. I guess it's the trust feel.. I trust counter more.. haha.. Oh well.. no choice then I have to use the machine from now on at HSBC.. =(

And so I finished Harry Potter few days ago.. So relief so the ending.. I'm HAPPY.. hehe.. I love Harry Potter.. too bad the story has to end..

Siok lo Clemence now enjoying in Singapore.. I was suppose to be joining her.. But my leave not approve.. damn..

I wanna go watch the Simpson.. I'm desperate to watch it.. Maybe this weekend.. hehe.. ciao~

Joan fly off tonight.. I'm still reading my Harry Potter..

Joan fly back off to Perth tonight.. I'm guessing she should be on the plane right now.. Her flight is 9pm.. *sigh* gonna miss her companion even though we wasn't able to meet up so much.. We was able to meet up for Japanese food.. hehe.. then on Tuesday me, Joan, Huang Ching and Angel went for Korean food.. Been ages since I saw Huang Ching.. Really pretty already.. hehe.. We had a good dinner with good laugh.. but too bad Huang Ching needs to left early.. Missing Joan already, she has a few years there after her degree for work experience of course but not sure she is coming back for Christmas holiday or not.. Let's wait then..

We four were primary schools mates.. We all were almost the same height (Joan shorter la =p) now.. Angel is the shortest.. we gain weight too.. haha.. But then Angel and Huang Ching keep fit well.. It's nice seeing old mates after quite a few years of not contacting..

And I'm still busy reading Harry Potter.. Feel excited all the time reading it.. I can suppose to finish reading already.. but due to work and overtime and sleepless night so I'm abit slow.. I'm reading as fast as I can hor.. No laughing ok.. =)

There was a big storm which feels like a mini typhoon hit Brunei on Monday evening.. very bad.. but it didn't last long.. wooden roofs were blown away.. Trees break and fall.. Billboards and some temporary structure for His Majesty 61th birthday damaged.. My car got so dirty.. hehe.. Hopefully we won't be getting storm like that any sooner.. So back to my Harry Potter.. Goodnight people..

Damn Moodly Night..

Sienz.. I'm so not in the mood tonight.. Very moody all the sudden.. Ofcoz once again I'm typing this with my office PC.. don't tell me it's stress again.. Or maybe becoz my PMS is soon to come.. Maybe maybe.. PMS so troublesome sometime.. *sigh*

I'm waiting for a friend to reply my SMS.. Well seem like a heartless person who don't even bother to reply.. this friend making my mood worst.. I hate being in a bad mood.. When I'm in a bad mood I get very intense, very emotional.. I mean it, VERY.. If what ever thing effect me I sure to cry suddenly.. *sigh* what's wrong with me tonight?? bloody friend of mine can't even give me a reply.. I'm still waiting!!!! ahhhhhh... I'm going insane here..

Bad mood get hungry easily.. Hungry eat whatever junk food I can find.. Junk food equals bloody fats.. *sigh* Don't care liao.. Gonna eat supper later when the food arrived office.. Well, almost every night I had supper now.. *sigh* can't control la.. I don't wanna starve myself.. and best of all it's free.. Well, Having overtime like until 11.30pm boss allow the company to order supper.. as people get hungry and tired and less energy, like me =p.. So don't stop me ok.. let me forget all about the bloody fats and EAT.. (P.S.. before I arrived office just now, I promise myself that NO SUPPER for tonight..!! oops I broke my promise in the end..)

I'm craving for Chocolate Cookies since I have no idea.. Few weeks ago I guess.. No should be craving for anything that is Chocolate~~.. I wasn't like this before.. Oh my.. must be the hormone changes thingy.. *sigh* I see bigger floppy arms now.. Oh my!! I'm seeing Sesame Street's Cookie Monster now.. *faint* =p Actually I love Elmo and Cookie Monster..

Alright, My friend have finally replied.. Reasons is he didn't bring his hand phone out.. Yieks, the supper has come.. So tonight I will be having fatty "wantan ho kueh teow"..
I didn't finished it.. I ate half only.. No appetite in the end.. so sad la.. I'm feeling so freaking SAD.. Now I just wanna cover myself in my blanket and cryyyyyyyyyy... *sob* I'm so damn weak.. ok.. mood getting worst.. I shall say ciao for now.. (- -") Goodnight..

Picturessss

I forgot to add in pictures.. hehe..

My 07.07.07

Just remembered that I have not blog for quite sometime.. hehe.. I'm blogging from the office (OT again) and I have to hide my screen so that people here won't see what I'm doing.. hehe.. yea.. My office doesn't allowed us to have Internet connection but still some of us like me tend to break the rules.. hehe.. I'm using the company wireless connection.. I even brought the USB wireless connection myself.. Can't help it I need to have Internet connection.. =p

It's cold tonight.. This afternoon a heavy storm occur.. so particularly it's been a cold weather the whole day.. I forgot that I should have blog last Saturday.. to keep an entry of 07.07.07.. hehe.. too bad.. So many couples get married that day can.. such a good day.. Shirley and Chai yu said they gonna target to get married next year 08.08.08.. haha.. How I wish I can too.. =p That special date I went to Miri with Joan for Jennifer birthday.. Jennifer ordered the whole table full of foods.. and she accept me to finish all of it just becoz I said I need lots of food.. haha.. Too bad I can't help her finish them.. Everyone was SO full.. So much of leftovers.. such a waste.. should us some of my friends to finish it off.. haha..

After dinner we headed to FIRE.. Karaoke place.. Lucky me manage to sang a song.. 'Wonderful Tonight'.. Duet with Chai Chang Hao.. haha.. Wanted to sang 'more than words' with Jennifer but too bad.. we waited too long and left for Balcony.. Kelly wanted to get high there.. but what the heck.. As I step in that pub I get out as soon as possible.. way too pack.. way too much people..

Wanted to go over to Thai Bar to meet up Nicole.. but no chance at the end.. luckily she appear nearby Balcony.. Miss her so much.. hehe.. Me, Jenn and Joan waited down stair for the others.. Suddenly Kelly came and said that she have to go home.. and so three of us follow her back and Joan pick her car up and we three headed back to Balcony again for the others.. As we were about to go up.. phew.. lucky us stop by some police telling us not to go up anymore coz they gonna stop the party and start checking for people on drugs..

Shirley, hao, chai yu and Tze was up stair.. and we couldn't help them as Shirley call and say the door have been close down.. None of them can go out.. haiz.. Too bad lo.. so the three of us waited down stair again.. I was Thanking God for not being up there.. It will spoil my mood as I have not encounter scene like that.. hehe..

I bought a started pack of Derma product.. and now still using it.. hopefully my skin will be ok with Derma.. and I cut 6inch long of my hair.. hehe.. feels better after cutting.. donno why.. but it's not straight anymore.. haiz overspend this month so I guess next month then I can budget myself for hair straightening.. hehe.. my hair look messy now..

Still have 2days to go and Brunei will be celebrating Sultan His Majesty 61th birthday.. yeah we are busy about this festival.. Anyway.. Amie has given birth to a baby boy on the 1/7/07.. She named her 2nd son MELVIN.. 1st Son RYAN.. Nice name for both.. She wanted a daughter, so hope she try for more babies.. hehe..

My appetite is huge this days.. I'm always feeling hungry.. and I ate pasta for both lunch and dinner today.. haiz.. and the past few days I have been eating chocolate.. I just can't help it.. stress again I guess..

I guess my planning trip to Kuala Lumpur would be cancel.. I calculate and calculate still not enough.. Jita has changed plans.. Not saving for Hong Kong now.. Lastly she and her friends decide to head over Singapore.. I'm not sure If I'm joining..

I have to find time to go down Miri to meet up with Nicole and some other friends.. If I drive on my own it would be better.. If not Nicole gonna kill me.. haha.. Hmm.. I blog quite long.. ok.. I shal end here.. Goodnite people.. *hugz*

unhappy..

Feel so pressure from work.. Clemence call up and ask me join her and her friends to Miri tomorrow.. *sigh* I wish I can confirm right away.. but it maybe hard.. I might have to work, not sure whether I'm allow not to work.. Really tiring having this kind of Job.. Even though not much work but I feel pressure.. Pressure being not happy working in this company anymore.. People around me can be happy.. How did they do it?

*sigh* Donno when will I be granted a Job I love to do.. Actually I kind of have no idea which path of career I wanted to be in.. lame huh.. That what make me feel pressure too.. *so sienz*

Patterson away for NS..

I have been home the whole day today.. feel so bored.. I miss my brother.. One of my twin brother, Patterson has already gone off for National service in Sarawak.. *sigh* Home doesn't feel rite without him.. He gonna be at the training for 3month.. I really miss him.. I hope he take care well of himself.. Meet new friends.. Had a good experience being away from home.. and call back home whenever he get to have his phone.. I know my mum really misses him.. Well in fact, the whole family miss him.. hehe..

My friends beside me have found their partner.. Where's mine huh.. hehe.. It's hard whenever I want to look for someone to accompany me.. I guess I'm fated to be always alone.. But I don't wanna be alone.. oh God.. When will my happiness appear?

Happy wedding..

On the 1/6/2007 I was at Bintulu, Sarawak attending my cousin Thomas wedding.. I was there that day as their bridesmaid.. It was my first time being a bridesmaid and I donno there is alot of rules.. I had fun but quite troublesome lo.. It feels better being one of the audience.. Below are the pics of my baby.. From the before look till the after look pic.. Violet are nice.. The decoration isn't anything grand but still it look beautiful.. it's my car after all ;) I wish them both happy always with a blessed life.. God bless them.. *hurray* so.. I shall blog more again when I'm free..

nuffnang.com.sg

After reading both Xia Xue's and Ice Angel's blogs, I'm very much interested on the making money website.. www.nuffnang.com.sg

I was like "wow, I wanna sign up too.. It's cool".. Then I stop myself.. I don't have readers on my blog so how's the heck I'm gonna learn $ from it? Ahhh.. That's my question.. When I started this blog of mine, I never intend to broadcast it out to my friends or anyone.. There is only one person who knows my blog and she is NICOLE.. So do you think I can sign up for it? hmm.. Actually, I don't know why at first I wanna keep my blog private.. Maybe by keeping it private I can put all my hate on who or what in here without hurting anyone.. hehe.. But seem like that's not a good excuse as when do you see me doing that? Accept that I do talks about my work.. hate my work.. hehe.. So conclusion is I have no answer yet.. but I think I will try to sign up to it no matter I have readers or no readers.. good huh? =)

Today is Sunday.. I was planning to go to office but then I overslept and no feel so lazy to go.. but then it's my day rest ba.. I think like that what will the others say? "This Patricia not working today.. must report to Boss.." then I shall go "Oh o o o ...." Aiya, lets just wait till it really happen, as now I have no idea how I shall answer if my Boss shot(scold) me..

Last night I was planning to catch Pirates of Caribbean 3 with Jita.. Too bad I call up the Mall Cinema, FULL.. We went to Q-Lap Mall, FULL again.. So we plan to catch it next week when I'm not doing OT.. Roz, my colleague remind me to watch the part 1 and 2 first before going to watch part 3 as all the story link and you will understand better.. Yes yes.. I have not watch part 1 and 2.. Eh, I have always taught it's scary ba.. Who knows the other day when I was watching SpiderMan3 and I saw it's preview and I go.. "Wow.. looks interesting le.. I wanna watch it" like that lo.. how it attract me.. I don't care I'm still gonna watch part 3.. =p

I seldom bump into friends when I'm out, Last night was different.. At first at Q-Lap mall, I saw Izzati (use work as trainees at my work place) then Clemence with her bf, at Mangis mall, I saw Edward (ex-Jaya staff).. Lastly, at Sempurna I saw Gao Lao (Fren from Miri) and his wife.. ah.. what a night..

Harry Potter's last book is out in July.. I can't wait la.. So excited already can.. I wanna know is Harry gonna die? Ohhh I hope not..

Jita and I talk about where we gonna go for Christmas holiday this year.. Well, she suggest Hong Kong Disneyland and I was ok.. I wanna visit there too.. but the only problem is $$$$.. Just the Air ticket and hotel gonna cost us up to B$1,000.. Not yet include our shopping, food, etc expenses.. Cost alot le.. So donno if confirm going or not..

Once again.. I start to aim new handphone.. I'm not gonna leave my Motorola Rarz la.. I just plan to get another one for my 3G line.. Now I'm aiming on Sony Ericsson, I have always like Nokia but nowadays Nokia seem to go into bulky look.. I don't like even though it's function is Extremely GOOD.. I still prefer slim and small.. Then none of Sony Ericsson have yet caught my eyes at the moment so let's just wait for new models.. My dreams of getting a good laptop have not come true yet.. Haiz.. I'm still thinking and checking out which brand pf laptop is actually worth buying.. I still love the Vaio from Sony but it seem big.. I want something smaller and with build-in webcam.. haiz.. Dell? Acer? HP? Asus? MSI? Mac? I just donno how to decide..

It's almost noon.. I'm off for lunch.. *starving*

My baby pink Sony T-10

I just realise that I had not make official introducing on my baby pink Sony T-10.. Ta-Dah.. It's pink and I love it so much.. I bought it before Chinese New Year last February.. I sold off my silver T-5.. and get myself this after aiming it for quite awhile.. =) When I first bought it, I use it during the night of Siao Hui's wedding.. and before that it was accidentally drop by Sheau Tze at the park in Limbang.. My heart hurts SO.. lucky then it only hit the sand.. Thank GOD.. hehe..

I almost bought this chair back home when I saw it at Court.. hehe.. Luckily, I didn't coz I have no space to have it in my room.. sienz..

I'm ICE Momo..

My mum went outstation to KK.. Pity me.. Have to look after the house.. I have a strange attitude.. that is I don't like to handle house work.. Alright, alright I admitted la.. I hate doing house work.. I prefer that I fork out money to hire cleaners to help my mum rather than me doing it.. *sigh* I know I should be helping my mum.. But I just can't do it.. So go ahead just blame me..

I was wondering.. Maybe when I have my own house.. A clean new house then things would be different.. I might do my own cleaning.. hehe.. but still the toilet part I'm gonna let other people to handle it.. haha.. How great it would be If I get to marry to a guy who knows how to cook and cleans.. ^^,

Jeffrey wife's had given birth.. According to Clemence la.. Congrats to him.. don't know whether it's a baby boy or girl, Clemence didn't ask.. Some particular friends of Lei Ang called me ICE last night.. I'm cool as ICE to them.. what la.. I donno them well, how am I gonna communicate huh? It's good that at least I spoke a few words and did enjoyed laughing my head off with them.. *sien lo*

The other day I had been wanting to blog as I feel the urge to type things down.. But now sitting in front of the PC, I'm blank.. Should be in a happy mood but now end ups abit moody.. *tired* well, blog later la.. =)

A lady call Clemence..

I love reading blogs.. Too much of blogs to catch up with until I don't even have the time to update mine.. hehe.. I was suppose to be at work in the morning today but then it's Sunday and I overslept till 10am so I ended up going in the afternoon.. So after work I had dinner with Jita at Traders Cafe.. Then do some gocery shopping at SupaSave.. SupaSave goods tend to be expensive abit compare to the others.. But then you will find great stuff here too.. It's worth buying..

Clemence call me up while I was at SupaSave.. Ah that lady enjoyed herself with her BF during the weekend.. hehe.. Clemence Chan Fang Teng is who I called Best Friend.. We know each other from Chung Hwa Middle School during Primary 4.. Became best friend during Primary 5.. We made promises and wishes written down in a paper and buried it under a tree in the school compound which now has turned into a parking lot.. We aren't at each other side after I left CHMS for Secondary.. I was transferred.. We called each other once in a blue moon.. She then left Brunei to Miri during her Form 2.. I didn't see her anymore.. We start to write to each other.. Both of our life changed.. She grew independent over there while I was getting extreme Shy and under the control of my parent in Brunei..

Clemence came back to Brunei after 2years.. She called me, I was overjoyed that she was back here.. Even hope that she get to study in my secondary school.. but she choose to be back at CHMS.. I celebrated my 16 years old birthday with her, Steve and Choon Hui.. I lied escaping tuition that night.. After graduating form 5 I left for Miri for college.. We contact back each other after she graduate form 5 which was a year later and she has return to Miri to work.. We seldom look up for each other as we were busy with our life.. Soon she was transfer to Kuching.. We still called each other.. During my last year in Miri, thankful Clemence was transfer back to Miri.. I return to Brunei and she was in Miri.. Until last October 2006 she made up her to be in Brunei.. So we were once again reunited.. Now we are getting closer.. hehe..

Even though we were known as Best Friend.. But our friendship was always in a distance.. We don't understand each other as years passed.. We don't know the actual happening of our life.. We aren't at each other ups and down over the years.. I thank GOD for keeping our friendship burning.. I thank GOD for a Best Friend like her.. I admit our Best Friend relationship are quite unique.. =) and I thank GOD for that..

I hope I don't bored you guys out with my story above.. hehe.. Jita suggest that we go to Hong Kong Disneyland for Christmas this year.. *I'm not sure whether I can confirm going.. The ticket and expenses there need alot of money.. I need to think over it..

I have got myself a CC form HSBC.. Ahh.. I haven't start using it.. =p I'm annoyed that I now can't apply for my hand phone Easi Line to Prima Line.. DST staff told me that I have got to have a working permit valid for more than 6months to secure I'm in Brunei then can apply.. *kanasai* My permit left 5moths to go.. so sien ok when they told me.. I have to wait long long then can apply again le.. =( Last few days there were cute Scooters at our company which belongs to our customer.. So cute la.. it was like Love at first-sight.. I love to have it.. Yamaha Brand cost B$4,800.. Too bad it's expensive and I don't know how to ride it too.. It's in white if I can have it I'm gonna colour it in Pink.. Cool.. hehe.. Anyway it's late, I got sleep.. take care all.. God bless..

Happy Mother's Day 2007..

Another month has gone by.. Sorry for not updating in here.. hehe.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY... Today is a special day for all Mummy out there.. I treat my family to dinner just now.. At Lucky Restaurant.. Not bad though.. 5 dishes + soup+ tea+ rice (for 5ppl) = B$67.. They even gave my Mum a stalk of flower and best of all took a FAMILY PHOTO in 5R size for us for free.. I love that picture.. Thanks for Lucky restaurant to provide such lovely service tonight.. It's been ages since our family took a decent photo together.. The food there was great too.. I had a gud dinner.. hehe..

I spend half of my afternoon with my mum at The Mall.. Why half you ask? Well, Bcoz today I need to get to office to work.. I went there late and came out early.. I even brought Mum to a boutique which I usually go to, then I end up buying clothes.. hehe.. I saw Ker Sing.. A long time fren there at the Mall.. Happy that she remembers me.. hehe.. She look so duper slim.. Why are my Ex-schoolmate getting slim while I'm getting huge huh? Unfair.. haha..

I have been very busy with work.. Important function (Royal Wedding, Sultan's b-day) are coming up and so we are rushing stuff.. and been instruct to have Overtime.. Tiring~~~ I have been listening to Kristal FM these days.. A local radio station ofcoz.. hehe.. and I so love Rihana's Umbrella.. *Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh eh eh....* I think it's a good song.. very catchy.. hehe.. I finally got time to catch Spiderman 3 last night.. It wasn't that bad, it's still a good movie..

I found the Laptop for me.. It's Pink.. It's beautiful.. It's Sony.. VAIO the C-series.. but it's expensive.. I could not afford to buy it.. Can Sony be kind to give me half price on it? hehe.. I would be much much much appreciate.. ^^ Anyway.. I'm tired.. it's time for bed.. Blog again soon when I'm so so free.. Goodnight all.. ZzZzZz...

Miserable

I can't stop tears rolling down my cheeks the whole day today.. I had a miserable day.. I donno what am I gonna do.. I don't want things to happen this way.. I just want to be happy.. Plz God..

On the 4/4/2007.. My heart bleed and pain so badly.. *sigh* We both agree that we did the wrong decision...

To: Sin Yin

To Nicole, sin yin:

How are you my dear.. I feel like we haven't meet for years.. hehe.. I miss you la.. how are you doing there? Is work good? I heard from Lieh tat your LB is doing great.. I wish you success o.. Sometime really wish I'm down in Miri with you guys.. Sometime I'm really lonely here in Brunei.. Esp when it comes to lunch or dinner time.. I juz couldn't find ppl with the right time.. I'm ok with work.. Still ofcoz stress about it.. I know stress is a challenge but now I'm actually starting to hate what I'm doing.. Really bring down my mood thinking about it.. This few days I have been thinking about going to New Zealand to work.. hehe.. I donno when can I actually get to do sometime I like.. But at this time you know la.. I have reasons that make me can't bear to leave yet.. hehe.. Take care of urself.. *hugz*

Love,
Xue hui..

I'm quite down now actually.. I lost the gold bracelet Ah how gave me for Christmas last year.. S***.. I juz realise it after bath just now.. bloody.. It's not the 1st time it gone from my wrist.. This is the third time but this time I'm not tat lucky to find it.. *sigh* How am I gonna explain to ah How?

Donno what's up with my face.. Pimples appearing, seem to get worse.. Izzit my period coming or it's the cleansing foam I'm using, Or I think too much and being stress? *sigh*

Anyway.. It's late.. I'm off to bed.. Bye.. Gudnite..

Frankie

I was catching the new Singapore movie "Just follow Law" with Jita and her friend on Thursday.. and what a surprise I saw Frankie and Sze Jie.. Frankie is my second Ex bf.. but he is counted as my first love.. I like him before I start going out with my first Ex bf.. hehe..

He slim down alot.. and he approach me first.. so good he is not those who won't bother to say HI..
He caught my attention by staring at me and give me a big smile when I saw him.. That's his style.. no change.. hehe..

My heart still beat greatly when I saw him last night.. hehe.. never mind, past is past.. My heart now should beat for the future man.. hehe..

Happy Chinese New Year..

ahh.. March has come.. Chinese New year is coming to an end.. So before it's too late.. Happy Chinese New Year.. On the first day of CNY, I went to Limbang.. thanks to Nicole for like almost forcing me to get there.. I'm so happy to be able to get my butt there.. And I get to meet up with Tze and even ANNIE.. hehe.. Sorry that I have been lazy to blog.. and I fall sick sick during the CNY, now cough like old women.. ba.. Ciaozz..

sleepy..

well well...

I have been feeling like a lazy bum this few weeks.. ahh.. the Chinese new year mood.. hehe..
and I have been feeling like getting not enough sleep at all.. My eyes automatically closes itself when I'm at work ofcoz.. anyway.. Blog again next time.. I need my beauty sleep..

I had lunch at McDonald ALONE this afternoon.. Yea, Alone.. Nothing weird.. Just that some people went for lunch without waiting for me.. *kanasai* I sat there at McDonald for half and ahour plus.. and I enjoy watching people, sitting there the whole time I only saw three couples hold hand.. Two very creative umbrellas.. Kids with rain coats.. A very fashion American mum.. A girl who I read her blog.. and cars ofcoz.. sad is no handsome one to see at.. hehe..

After McDonald I went off to the Mall.. I was suppose to control my money spending untill end of the month.. Which is three days away.. But I went buying stuff!! Oh my.. Hope I can survie for this last three days..

In the evening, went to Big Thumb restaurant to take pictures of their foods for designing.. Ofcoz we get to eat all of the food after work.. Walau eh.. I eat untill I can't walk..

Harry Potter and the Half - Blood Prince

I have been busy with reading my sixth book of Harry Potter.. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.. Pathetic of me as I bought this book a year ago and only now I manage to get my hands on it.. I prefer reading the book version rather than seeing it's movie.. As you know books tells more in detail.. I really love reading Harry Potter.. I tend to put myself into the story.. Trying to understand more and feels it's magic in it.. Every edition of Harry Potter (from the first until now) I will end up crying emotionally at some parts.. Funny huh.. J.K Rowling is really good.. She makes us all Harry Potter fans crazy over her story.. One of my friend told me that the author would end Harry Potter's last book (which will be out soon-the seventh edition) by having Harry die.. I was like.. "what.. cannotttt... NoNOnONONO...." hehe.. I'm so over reacting sometime..
My eye sight seem to get blur whenever I read.. Strange.. I was wearing my spec while reading so why my eye sight still get blur? I think I have to go and check, might be because my eye sight degree has increase without me knowing.. Well, back to my Harry Potter.. =)

Congrats to Siao Hui~

I took half day leave today.. accompany my mum to Limbang to do her things.. and on our way home Brunei.. walau eh.. So long queue la.. And I never expect it too be that Long.. And my car petrol almost ran dry... I was so panic!! but Thank God I was able to get to the Shell station.. Now I'm safe back home.. hehe..

And I did manage to call up Siao Hui to congrats her on her wedding.. hehe.. Now I must think how to arrange my time.. *sighz* Hehe.. I really can't wait to see her looking so beautiful.. Brides are always the most beautiful one.. She remind me not to wear yellow and dark blue.. hehe.. Suspicious one.. That shows she really want her marriage to work out.. May God Bless her, May she has a blessed marriage..

Tomorrow is public holiday but I have to work.. I'm so sleepy now too.. Goodnight..

Free seats by Airasia

Once again Air Asia is giving away 1,000,000 free seats.. Only on certain weeks it's free lo.. Not all the date are available for free.. and I want to book for a flight.. But I have no idea where to go, when to go, who to go with... Duh..

I wanna Travel..

I really want to save money.. So that I can travel.. hehe.. I just love to travel.. I wish to travel as much as I can.. As long I have the money of course.. *sigh* I wish to visit more of Malaysia.. As this year is Visit Malaysia year 2007!!! yippee.. hope I can fly fly away..

Randoms Pics during new year eve..

God bless Connie's sis

My dearest close friend Connie's sister just passed away a few days ago.. I was really shock when she told me this sad news.. It was a sudden death too to her and her family.. Connie said it might be the cause of low haemoglobin.. but the doctor shouldn't explain her sister death too.. !!! what kind of Doctor?? I know she must be going through a hard time now.. I wish her well..

*Sigh* we never know what will happen the next day.. People around us do leave us suddenly.. Either it's because of sickness or accident.. I suddenly thought of my family.. My relationship with my family wasn't that good ever since I was young.. But I guess now seeing my parents getting old.. I need to care for them more.. I know I don't express out to my family.. I do really love and appreciate them.. May God bless my Family.. Keep my Family safe..

2007

2007, People start to list out thier New Year resolution.. and I had been wondering what could my new year resolution..

I haven't been getting enough sleep this days.. Been sleeping late.. I don't know why..

I had a good time on New Year's eve.. I even manage to went to the Funfair at Miri..

I need to save up money to go trvelling.. but I don't know how to save when I have so much to pay each month..

I'm planning to dye my hair.. Hmm.. not sure yet.. Still thinking about it..

One of my Secondary classmate is getting married next month.. shocking news.. Can't wait to attend her marriage day..

I need to get myself to exercise more... HAha.. as if I can..

Alrite.. My eyes are closing now.. I got to go to bed.. Gudnite..

Happy 2007 New Year

It's a brand new year.. Welcome the year 2007.. Maybe everything be better than the year before.. I wish everyone happiness.. Cheers ppl... God Bless Us All..