I remember.
I know it was a big risk from the start.
I didn’t mind, because it was you.
I felt this different feeling with you, this feeling which I have long not felt.
I can just smile randomly when it’s about you, but not anymore.
I can’t help it but images for us do appear in my head once awhile.
I thought of you when someone said about how small his GF’s hand is when he holds her because you said the same thing to me.
I know and believe that now it’s a one side feeling.
I wanted to speak my mind sometime, to let you know, but I hold back.
I don’t dare to think of any possibility or impossibility.
I shall leave it to God, for fate or no fate it’s up to you too.
I might wait.
I might not wait.
I don’t have any intention as I write this down.
I write because I want to.
I just want to say, I still miss you.